Of such sordid penury as I then witnessed I had read, but never supposed
I should be compelled to witness, much less to share. Notwithstanding
the closeness of this hole, it was excessively cold. There was not a
soul there to welcome me, the petty officers being all away on dockyard
duty. It might have been ten o'clock when I was first ushered into this
region of darkness, of chill and evil odours. I remained with my
surtout coat on, sitting on my chest with my hands clasped before me,
stiff with cold, and melancholy almost to tears. How much then I panted
for the breeze that blew over the heathy common where I had lately
wantoned, leaped, and laughed!
As I there sat, I fell into a deep and dream-like reverie. I could not
after a pause convince myself that all I saw around me was real. The
light that the single unsnuffed candle gave, became more dim and smoky.
I began to think that my spirit had most surely stepped into the
vestibule of the abode of shadows; and I wished to convince myself that
my body was far, far away sleeping in a pure atmosphere, and under a
friendly roof. Minute after minute cropped its weight heavily, like so
many pellets of lead, upon my disordered brain. I became confused--
perhaps I was nearly upon the point of syncope from the sudden change to
bad air. I felt that all I saw about me, if not real, would prove that
I was mad; and I feared that I should become so if the scene turned out
to be no illusion. At last I jumped up, as I felt my stupor and my
sickness increasing, exclaiming--"This is hell--and there's the devil!"
as I observed a hideous shining black face peering at me over the top of
the screen, grinning in such a manner, with a row of white teeth, that
reminded me of so many miniature tombstones stretching right across a
dark churchyard.
"No debbel, sar--my name, sar, Lillydew--vat you please vant, sar?--
steward to young gentlemen, sar. Will young massa have a lily-white bit
soft tommy, sar,--broil him a sodger, sar--bumboat alongside, get a
fresh herring for relish, sar."
"Get me a little fresh air--take me upstairs."
"O Gemminnie! hi! hi! hi!--young gentleman, Massa Johnny Newcome. This
way, sar."
Conducted by this angel of darkness, I regained the deck and daylight,
and the nausea soon left my chest and the pain my head. I then made
this reflection, that whatever glory a naval officer may attain, if he
went through the ordeal I was about essaying, he richly deserved it.
The captain and some of the other officers now came on board. I was
introduced to most of them, and the skipper made himself very merry with
an account of my recent adventure with the master's mate, who was still
at the mast-head, as a convincing proof of the accuracy of the story,
and was plainly distinguishable some half-mile higher up the Medway.
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