Christian fiction; Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Why, she was all run down,” said Mr. Copley, a shade of deep sadness
coming over his gray face. “You see she had been scrimping herself
for a long time, saving, that the rest of us might have more. We
didn’t know it, of course, or we would have stopped it.” His voice
was shamed and sorrowful. “We found she hadn’t been eating any
meat,”—his voice shook like an old man’s,—“just to—save—more for the
rest of us.”
Cornelia looked up with a curl on her lip and a flash in her eyes;
but there was something in her father’s broken look that held back
the words of blame that had almost sprung to her lips, and he went
on with his tale in a tone like a confession, as if the burden of it
were all on him, and were a cloak of shame that he must wear. It was
as if he wanted to tell it all at its worst.
“She didn’t tell us, either, when she began to feel bad. She must
have been running down for the last three years; in fact, ever since
you went away. Though she never let on. When Molly had to go home
to her folks, your mother decided not to try to keep a servant. She
said she could get along better with sending out the washing, and
servants were a scarce article, and cost a lot. I didn’t want her
to; but you know how your mother always was, and I had kind of got
used to letting her have her own way, especially as about that time
I had all I could do night and day at the office to try to prevent
what I saw was coming for the business. She worked too hard. I shall
never forgive myself!” He suddenly buried his face in his hands, and
groaned.
It was awful to Cornelia. She wanted to run and fling her arms about
his neck and comfort him; yet she couldn’t help blaming him. Was he
so weak? Why hadn’t he been more careful of the business, and not let
things get into such a mess? A man oughtn’t to be weak. But the sight
of his trouble touched her strangely. How thin and gray his hair
looked! It struck her again that he looked aged since she had seen
him last. It gave her the effect of a cold douche in her face.
“Don’t father!” she said, her voice full of suppressed pain, and a
glint of tenderness.
“Well, I know I oughtn’t to trouble you this way, daughter,” he said,
looking up with a deprecatory smile; “but somehow it comes over me
how much she suffered in silence before we found it out, and then I
can’t stand it, especially when I think what she was when I married
her, so fresh-faced and pretty with brown hair and eyes just like
yours. You make me think a lot of her, daughter. Well, it’s all over,
thank the Lord,” he went on with a sigh, “and she’s on the mend
again. You don’t know what it was to me the day of the operation.”
“Operation!” The word caught in Cornelia’s throat, and a chill
of horror crept over her. “Why, you never told me there was an
operation!”
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