Reasons for Leaving the Church of RomeNolan, Laurence J.
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Reasons for Leaving the Church of Rome
Nolan, Laurence J.
Anglican converts; Catholic Church -- Controversial literature -- Protestant authors; Catholic Church -- Ireland -- Clergy
Perhaps it would be asserted by some, that my present change is the
effect of the moment—that it originates from whim or caprice, and is not
the result of coolness and reflection. But, my friends, the months that
have passed by since the first open avowal of my sentiments to my then
Roman Catholic Bishop, in the presence of another Roman Catholic
Clergyman, would serve as an answer to such accusations; while my written
as well as personal communications upon this subject, with the truly
pious and Protestant Rector of Castletowndelvin, long previous to the
open announcement of my sentiments to my bishop, must falsify the
assertion, that “this change is the result of the moment.” Allow me also
to tell you, that I have mentioned my past doubts, not only months, but
years ago, to a near relation, who summed up many a plausible argument to
dissuade me from that course, which, I trust, under the guidance of
heaven I have now adopted: and what is more, in compliance with the
request of my late friends, I have gone to some of the most distinguished
members of the Roman religion, to explain to them my doubts; but their
mystified evasions upon plain and evident truths, have only tended to
confirm me in the conviction of their errors.
Oh, my friends, my present change is not the effect of the moment, but it
is the effect of a mind that has overcome an almost invincible
prejudice—a prejudice that grew up with my youthful days—that accompanied
my more mature years, and had nearly interwoven itself around the future
destinies of my soul. It is the effect of a mind that has taken
impartiality for its guide, and looked upon truth as the sole object of
its ambition—a mind that has ruminated day and night upon the
subject—that has viewed both sides of the question coolly, attentively,
and I trust religiously, and has now come to this determination, which is
founded on a consciousness of its rectitude. During those hours of
darkness, when “sleep falleth upon man”—when others were taking that
repose to which the silence of the night or exhausted nature might invite
them—I trust it is not too much the language of egotism for me to say,
that during the silent hours, when thinking of my present change, I had
often bedewed the nightly pillow with the tears of affliction—“my
eye-lids had grown dim with grief”—my nights were turned into day because
of my watching—and I could find no rest until I obeyed the advice of the
Psalmist, saying, “To-day if yon will hear his voice—harden not your
hearts.” Psalm xcv. 7–8.
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