Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Rebecca Mary had evolved the name from her inner consciousness and her
intense gratitude to Aunt Olivia and the minister's wife. She had put
Aunt Olivia first with instinctive loyalty, though in the secret little
closet of her soul she had longed to call the beautiful being Felicia,
intact and sweet. She did not know the meaning of Felicia, but she knew
that the doll, as it lay in the loving cradle of her arms, gazing upward
with changeless placidity and graciousness, looked as one should look
whose name was Felicia. Greater compliment than this Rebecca Mary could
not have paid the minister's wife.
“Olivicia,” she had placed the being on the sill of the attic window,
stood confronting, addressing it: “Olivicia, it's coming—it is very near
to! Sit there and listen and smile—oh yes, smile, SMILE. I don't wonder!
I would too, only I'm too glad. When you're TOO glad you can't smile.
I've been waiting for it to come. Olivicia, seems as if I'd been waiting
a thousan' years. You're so young, you've only lived such little while,
of course I don't expect you understand the deep-downness inside o' me
when I think—”
The address fluttered and came to a standstill here. Rebecca Mary was
suddenly minded that Olivicia was in the dark; must be enlightened
before she could smile understandingly.
“Why, you poor dear!—why, you don't know what it is that's coming and
that's near to! It's the—city, Olivicia,” enlightened Rebecca Mary,
gently, to insure against shock. “Aunt Olivia's going—to—the—city.”
In Rebecca Mary's dreamings it had always been THE city. It did not need
local habitation and a name; enough that it had streets upon streets,
houses upon houses upon houses, a dazzling swirl of men, women, and
little children—noise, glitter, glory. In her dreamings the city was
something so wondrous and grand that Heaven might have been its name.
The streets upon streets were not paved with gold, of course—of course
she knew they were not paved with gold! But in spite of herself she knew
that she would be disappointed if they did not shine.
Aunt Olivia had said it that morning. At breakfast—quite matter-of-
factly. Think of saying it matter-of-factly!
“I'm going to the city soon, Rebecca Mary,” she had said, between sips
of her tea. “Perhaps by Friday week, but I haven't set the day, really.
There's a good deal to do.”
Rebecca Mary had been helping do it all day. Now it was nearly time for
the pageant of red and gold in the west that Rebecca Mary loved, and she
had come up here with the beautiful being to watch it through the tiny
panes of the attic window, but more to ease the aching rapture in her
soul by speech. She must say it out loud. The city—the city—to the city
of streets and houses and men and wonders upon wonders!
Olivicia had come in the capacity of calm listener; for nothing excited
Olivicia.
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