Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The bureau drawer was all ready. Rebecca Mary had lined it with
something white and soft and sweetened it with dried rose petals spiced
in the century-old Plummer way. It bore rather grewsome resemblance to
Olivicia's coffin, but it was not grewsome to Rebecca Mary. She laid the
doll in it with the tender little swinging motion mothers use in laying
down their tiny sleepers.
“There, there the-re!” crooned Rebecca Mary, softly, brooding over the
beautiful being. “You'll rest there sweetly after your mother is grown
up. And you'll try not to miss her, won't you? You'll understand,
Olivicia?—oh, Olivicia!” But she did not cry. Her eyes were very bright.
For several minutes she stood there stooped over painfully, gazing down
into the cof—the bureau drawer, wherein lay peaceful Olivicia. She was
saying good-bye in her heart—she never said it aloud.
“Dear,” very softly indeed, “you are sure you understand? Everybody has
to grow up, dear. It—it hurts, but you have to. I mean I'VE got to. I
wouldn't so soon if it wasn't for my legs. But they keep right on
growing—they're awful, dear!—I can't stop 'em. Olivicia, lie right there
and be thankful you're a doll! But I wish you could open your eyes and
look at me just once more.”
Rebecca Mary shut the drawer gently. It was over—no, she would say one
thing more to the beautiful being in there. She bent to the keyhole.
“Olivicia!” she called in a tender whisper, “I shall be right here
nights. We shan't be far away from each other.”
But it would not be like lying in each other's arms—oh, not at all like
that. Rebecca Mary caught her breath; it was perilously like a sob. Then
she girded up her loins and went away to meet her fate—the common fate
of all.
She was very tired. The day had been a strain upon her that was
beginning now to tell. To put all one's childhood into one day—that is
not easy.
Article VI. was the last. In a way, it was a rest to Rebecca Mary, for
it entailed merely a visit to the woodshed. She could sit quietly on the
floor opposite the knothole and wait for the Thoughts. If the Thought of
Growing Up came out tonight, she would say: “Oh, well, you may stay—you
needn't go back. I'm not any glad to see you, but I'm ready. I suppose I
shall get used to you.”
What Thoughts came out of the knothole to Rebecca Mary she never told to
any one. It was nearly dark when she went away, planting her feet
firmly, holding her head straight—Rebecca Mary Plummer. She went to find
Aunt Olivia and tell her. On the way, she stopped to get Aunt Olivia's
shawl, for it was getting chilly out on the porch. Significantly the
first thing Rebecca Mary did after she began to grow up was to get the
shawl and lay it over Aunt Olivia's spare shoulders. The second thing
was to bend to the scant gray hair and lightly rub it with her cheek. It
was a Rebecca Mary kiss.
Out in front of the rocking chair, still straight and firm, she told
Aunt Olivia.
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