Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
The clock pointed nearly to seven and Jim, when he saw it, sighed.
That meant unpleasantness. His supper certainly would be cold, but he
wasn't thinking of that. He was thinking of his wife. She was sure to
make him uncomfortable in some way or other, because he had broken his
promise about being home on time. Probably she would be silent. If
there was anything he hated, it was one of her silent spells. Just
"No" and "Yes," and when he asked her what in hell was the matter, she
would say "Nothing."
The trouble was, though, that he always knew what the matter was, even
when she said "Nothing." What devil's power was there in wives,
anyway, that enabled them to hurt by merely not speaking? He had tried
silences on her a lot of times, but they never worked, not once. He
liked the old days better, when she used to scold and plead and weep.
He remembered the first time he had come home drunk, half a dozen years
ago, when he had barely turned from bridegroom to husband. She helped
him that night to undress and to go to bed. And she had done other
things for him, too, that even now he was ashamed to remember. And the
next day she hadn't scolded once, but had fetched him a cup of coffee
in bed as soon as he woke up. It surprised him; overwhelmed him. It
had made him very humble. He had never been so repentant before or
since.
She didn't reproach him that time--not a word. He didn't mean she had
one of her silences--those didn't begin until much later; but she tried
to talk about their usual affairs, as if nothing had happened. And
everything had happened. They both knew that.
It wasn't until the next evening, thirty-six hours later, that he came
home to find her a miserable heap upon the front room sofa, her face
buried. He stood in the middle of the room looking at her helplessly,
his words of greeting cut short. Every now and then her small
shoulders heaved up and he heard her sob. She must have been crying a
long time. He implored her, "Oh, don't, Georgia, don't; please don't;
won't you please not?"
After a little while she stood up and put her arms about him and kissed
him. He had never had such a feeling for her, it seemed to him, not
even when they walked down the aisle together and she leaned on him so
heavily. And then he kissed her solemnly, in a different way than ever
before. He took the pledge that night, and he kept it, too, for a long
time, nearly a year. That was the happy time of his life.
When he did begin again, it was gradually. She knew, after a time, he
wasn't teetotal any more, and she didn't seem to mind so much. He
remembered they talked about it. He explained that he could drink
moderately, that she could trust him now, and mustn't ever be afraid of
any more--accidents. And that very same night he came home drunk.
She cried again, but it wasn't as solemn and as terrible for either of
them as the time before.
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