Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Lord Delaford watched for some indications of the sentiments he had in
his own mind attributed to her; but he found her as she intended to
appear,—gay, careless, cold. He did not perceive any affectation in her
gaiety, or any thing studied in her carelessness.
Lady Elmsley precisely read the state of her heart, and put the right
construction upon the trifles which constitute encouragement or
repulse, and which denote preference or indifference; but Lord Delaford
was quite puzzled, and somewhat mortified.
It is said there is an instinct which teaches every one to read
their fellow-creatures where love is concerned. This is true of
all indifferent spectators, who can decipher emotions, often not
acknowledged by the individuals to themselves. Not so the persons
most interested. Sometimes they twist appearances to suit their hopes
or fears. Sometimes, being aware that their judgment is likely to be
prejudiced, they dare not trust to their natural impressions. Lord
Delaford watched the countenance, the eyes, the expression, the words
of Fanny for a day or two, and he became each day more convinced his
own self-conceit must have misled him. He had studiously avoided such
attentions as might commit him, and he now took care to divide them
equally between the two cousins. To Fanny, who had been accustomed to
his exclusive devotion, this was a virtual withdrawal of them; and
she set a more strict watch than ever over all her words and looks.
Isabella, who was exhilarated at receiving half, when she had been
accustomed to none, was _pétillante de graces_. The more Fanny was
aware of Isabella’s attractions, and the more she perceived that Lord
Delaford became aware of them, so much the more she wrapped herself
up in impenetrable, but good-humoured reserve. Her manner lost that
confiding, innocent gaiety, which a short time before had been one
of her greatest charms, without regaining the bashful ingenuousness,
which had at first attracted him from its novelty. She laboured hard
to appear calm, and unfortunately succeeded but too well in her
endeavours. Lord Delaford was half provoked with himself for having
been so ready to fancy he was irresistible; and half provoked with
Fanny, for having given rise to his dissatisfaction with himself.
He was in this frame of mind when an accident occurred which confirmed
him in his opinion of her coldness. He was riding a restive horse,
which he alone had succeeded in subduing, and which he thought was so
completely tamed, that he might venture to ride it with the ladies.
Isabella admired a flower in the hedge, and he turned his horse round
to gather it for her. The animal, who had proceeded quietly by the side
of the others, did not like being separated from its companions; and
rearing suddenly, fell backwards with its rider.
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