Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“He must speak now,” she thought. But the silence continued unbroken,
and she determined not to be the first to break it. She sat, imagining
in what words he would open the subject, till the first sound of his
voice made her almost start from her seat. He asked her to put the
shade over the candles a little lower down. He had to repeat the
request, before she could collect her thoughts so as to comply with
it. “He is ashamed I should see his countenance, when he speaks of
this disgraceful connexion,” she thought; and she remained again in
expectation.
Another silence succeeded. For very awkwardness Lucy wished to say
something, but she could think of nothing that did not either lead away
from the subject uppermost in both their minds, or else indirectly
lead to it. Every sentence she planned, sounded either too formal, or
too tender. At length she fell back upon the never-failing resource
of the bankrupt in conversation; and after ten minutes’ reflection and
consideration, she promulgated “It is very hot to-night!” He agreed,
and begged her to look at Moore’s Almanack, to see what weather was
there predicted. He continued to say a vast deal upon the subject, to
which she replied in absent monosyllables.
There was no more to be extracted from this topic. Lord Montreville had
foretold drought, and rain, wind and heat, storm and sunshine, and Lucy
had assented to the probability of each in succession, when another
silence ensued. She began to feel angry at being treated with such
coldness, and such contempt, that he did not even deem any apology or
explanation due to her; as if he imagined her only fit to be a nurse,
only capable of talking about the weather. Her heart, which had been
yearning towards the father of her child, became suddenly chilled and
shut up.
Her wrongs rose before her eyes in fearful array against him; and if
he had then entered upon the subject, he would have found her in a
very different frame of mind from that in which she had been at the
commencement of their tête-à-tête. She made a variety of the most
insipid common-place remarks, in the most dry and indifferent tone
of voice. Never was dialogue kept up between two strangers in a more
constrained tone, than between this couple, who really entertained a
great affection for each other, and on the evening of the day on which
their first child had first walked alone.
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