Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
With the exception perhaps of a few singular persons who seem to
enjoy being miserable, there is so strong a desire of happiness in
the youthful mind, and something so painful in a continued state of
depression, that the spirits will spring up, unless new causes of
unhappiness arise; and Lucy returned from her walk with an elastic
step, and a sensation as if a weight had been taken off her mind,
although nothing had occurred which in the slightest degree altered her
situation.
Lord Montreville was now able to bear the full light, and to move into
the next room. He became anxious to see his letters. He asked for the
key of the escrutoire, in which they were locked up. The moment was
come when she had to impart to him that she had ventured to break the
seal of some of them. With a beating heart, and trembling hand, she
showed him that she had received from the agent, and told him how she
had in consequence been obliged to open some of his letters, to find
the papers required.
Lord Montreville’s colour changed. He repeated his request for the key,
and without making any farther remark, he rang the bell for his own
man, and taking his arm, walked into his morning-room. He dismissed the
servant, and Lucy heard him lock the door, as if to preclude all chance
of interruption.
She sat with a palpitating heart, counting and calculating the time
it would take him to read through the mass of papers which had
accumulated, and wondering when he would rush to her feet to crave
mercy and forgiveness. It was evident by the change in his countenance,
by his silence, by his ringing for his servant, instead of asking for
her supporting arm, that he expected letters from this woman. She
remained hoping, doubting, fearing.
Dinner-time arrived. Lord Montreville was not yet well enough to dine
with her, so she ate, or rather could not eat, her solitary morsel.
They generally drank tea together. She wondered whether she should find
him in the drawing-room as usual. She wondered how he would receive
her. She did find him there as usual, but with him the nurse and child.
That evening their boy first toddled alone from the father’s sofa
to the mother’s knee, and Lucy caught him up, and devoured him with
kisses, in a transport of delight and pride, that mothers, and mothers
only, can comprehend. “Oh!” she thought, “he will own all to me
to-night, and I shall forgive him for the sake of that dear child.”
The boy went to bed—the candles came—Lucy took her work, and sat down
with her back rather turned towards Lord Montreville, wondering when
the moment would arrive. “He is waiting till tea is over—the servants
will be coming in and out.”
Tea did come. It was generally with them a meal, as Lord Montreville
dined at two o’clock. It was however a meal, to which neither of them,
that evening, did justice. At length urn, toast, butter, bread, and
cakes, were removed, and Lucy’s heart might almost have been heard to
beat, when the last servant shut the door.
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