Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Lord Montreville was sitting before a table, covered with papers and
books, with a novel open before him, of which he had not turned over a
leaf for at least thirty-six minutes. He was thinking how innocent Lucy
had been when first he had married her; he was lamenting the total
change which he believed had taken place in her; he was wondering how
far she had become acquainted with his connexion with Alicia Mowbray,
and he confessed to himself that he could date the alteration which he
had perceived in her, from the period when she had an opportunity of
perceiving that fatal letter. That she had read it, was now evident,
from her taunting allusion the preceding day. He was persuading himself
that pique and jealousy might have driven her to flirtation, and he
did not feel so chilled, so awed, so daunted, as when her measured,
cold, though dutiful behaviour had made him painfully aware of his own
errors, and of her merits. Neither was he so indignant, as when, in his
anger, he attributed the whole change to mere indifference to himself,
and love of the admiration of others.
As Lucy approached him, her cheek was slightly flushed; her clear blue
eyes looked full at him, with a gentle but determined expression which
seemed to say, I have no thought which shuns the light, inquire, and my
heart shall be laid open before you.
“Lord Montreville,” she said, “you were angry with me yesterday for
seeing so much of your cousin, Mr. Delville. You have asked him to dine
here to-day, and I want to know how you would wish me to conduct myself
towards him. I wish to be guided by you. I wish to see those whom you
approve, and I wish to see no more of them than you approve. I value
my own good name as much as you can do; and although I yesterday felt
very angry at the manner in which you took me to task, my anger has
subsided, and I only want to do what is right. You will find me willing
and anxious to follow your directions, whatever they may be.”
Lord Montreville was taken by surprise. He could not look in her face
and refuse to believe in the perfect candour and sincerity of her
address to him. Her manner was neither humble, as if she had any thing
to be forgiven; nor was it bold, as if she meant to brave him. The
train of his own thoughts had rather tended to soften than to inflame
him, and simple truth generally carries conviction with it.
“Lucy! I own I was angry yesterday, and can you assure me I had no
cause for being so?”
“None that I know of.”
“Answer me honestly,—Has not Lionel Delville made love to you?”
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