Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
utterance to them; but I can assure you, that I meant not to have
spoken, that I did not seek this interview. I will not again betray my
folly before you. Whatever I may feel, I will bury it in silence. God’s
mercy protect you!”
Having rapidly and passionately poured forth these broken sentences,
Warenne rushed from the room, long before Adelaide, who, from the tone
which had prevailed in their recent meetings, had been little prepared
for such an avowal, had time to compose herself sufficiently to answer
him. Ere she had regained her presence of mind, he had mounted his
horse, and was on his road to Charnstead.
At first Adelaide gave herself up to the happy consciousness of being
beloved by him to whom she had surrendered the first affections of her
heart. In spite of all his proud resolutions, he had avowed it; and
though she knew not when her hopes might be realised, she pictured to
herself future years of happiness. After a while these bright visions
faded from her mind, and she was tempted to despond. Warenne would not
have looked so gloomily upon the case, had he not had reason so to do.
Even success, she had been told, could hardly justify disobedience
in military matters; and she herself saw, that no general could be
responsible for the operations of an army, if each subaltern under
his command claimed the right to dispose of his own immediate force
as he pleased. Then she dreaded the effect of disgrace upon Warenne’s
mind—proud and gallant as he was, he was sensitive on the score of
honour, to a degree which his military education alone could explain.
By degrees she drew herself again from this train of thought; fixed
her mind upon his unhesitating sacrifice of himself in the fulfilment
of his duty; recollected his gallant actions in the Peninsula, which
had won him his high name; thought of his calm courage in the hour of
danger, and the almost instinctive sagacity with which he was wont to
meet it; repeated to herself the many stories to his credit, which
Henry and Frank had gleaned from the old soldiers of the regiment; and
comforted herself in the hope of his happy return amid the blessings
of his rescued fellow-countrymen. His military fault would be pardoned
for the zeal he would show, and for the ability with which he would
counteract the designs of the conspirators. She would see him return,
crowned with fresh laurels, more beloved, more admired, more honoured
than before.
CHAPTER XII.
There may be joys
Which to the strange o’erwhelming of the soul
Visit the lover’s breast beyond all others;
E’en now, how dearly do I feel there may!
But what of them? they are not made for me,
The hasty flashes of contending steel
Must serve instead of glances of my love.
JOANNA BAILLIE’S _Basil_.
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