Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“Miss Marston need not ask Colonel Warenne’s pardon for her kindness to
him,” was his formal and measured reply; for he feared to be thought
capable of presuming upon the kindness which he thus acknowledged.
Adelaide hesitated before she spoke again; the melancholy tone of his
voice unnerved her; forcing herself however to proceed, after a pause
she resumed,—
“My brother tells me that you will not listen to reason, but torment
yourself with visions of disgrace impending over you from this
court-martial. Will you let me chide you for your folly?”
“Folly!” ejaculated Warenne, keeping his eyes on the ground.
“Yes,” repeated Adelaide, “folly; you cannot think it wisdom to imagine
disaster, and suffer under its pressure, when in all probability the
evil you anticipate will never reach you, and even if it should arrive,
cannot injure you in the manner you apprehend. Whatever may be the
sentence of the court, every fair, every humane person must approve of
your conduct.”
“Heaven bless you for these words of kindness!” replied Warenne,
despondingly; “but you say what you wish me to believe, rather than
what you believe yourself.”
“No,” said Adelaide, with much animation, “I speak as I think—as I
feel.”
Warenne raised his eyes from the ground, and looking sadly on her,
continued, “I once told you, in a moment of forgetfulness, which I
trust you have pardoned, that there is no person whose good opinion I
so much ambition. I am deeply sensible of your goodness.”
“When you first spoke the words you have just repeated,” said Adelaide,
reproachfully, “you did not speak with the cold formality you now do.”
The colour rushed to Warenne’s face, but he restrained his feelings.
“I spoke in passion then,” said he, “and I speak coldly now, because
I dare not trust myself to use the language my heart would dictate;
besides I am not what I was. I had then an unsullied character.”
“Must I repeat,” rejoined Adelaide, “that in my estimation your
character stands as high as ever?—but”—she paused for an instant,
and then continued, “you must pardon my boldness,—but I cannot help
doubting, whether your grief is solely caused by your apprehension of
disgrace.”
Warenne would not deny the truth, and he could not acknowledge it,
without in some measure trespassing, as he conceived, upon the kindness
of one who, to soothe his sorrows, had perhaps overstepped the strict
bounds of prudence; he preserved therefore silence, and she proceeded:—
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