Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
in love—whether he proposed for her to Sir Edward, or whether he spoke
first to Isabella herself; and then, as she was dying that Fanny should
wonder how he could have been insensible to her attractions, she began
to wonder how it was, that he should have preferred Miss St. Clair to
Fanny; that, for her part, she did not admire such tall people, nor did
she admire such very long ringlets. She was little herself, and her
hair was exceedingly _crêpé_.
There is an end to all things: at length the wine and water came, and
every one retired to rest, and Fanny found herself alone in her own
room, and she sat down to indulge in all the luxury of grief. Yes,
there is “a joy in grief:”—she revelled in letting her tears flow, and
her sobs succeeded one another without interruption, till, exhausted
and spent with weeping, she fell asleep the moment she laid her head on
the pillow, and never woke till morning.
She was not a person whose eyes betrayed that she had been weeping;
and she went down to breakfast, with no outward traces of all she had
suffered, but inwardly feeling guilty in having allowed herself to shed
such bitter tears for the husband of another. They were, however, to
be the last. She saw that her mother read her heart, and was grieved,
and she would not throw a gloom over the declining years of the parent
she adored, and whose health, always delicate, had of late become more
so. She stifled all vain repinings; she was cheerful, and full of
occupation. Her hand did shake when she opened her first letter from
Lady Delaford, and her heart sickened when she saw her signature for
the first time; and it took a long time to write her first answer,
and, perhaps, when finished, it was somewhat measured and cold: but
all such letters are more or less constrained, and Fanny was not
_demonstrative_, and it all passed off very well.
Lord and Lady Delaford went abroad soon after their marriage, and she
was not put to the trial of a meeting.
CHAPTER IV.
Surtout les femmes nourries dans la mollesse, l’abondance et
l’oisiveté, sont indolentes et dédaigneuses pour tout ce détail.
Elles ne font pas grande différence entre la vie champêtre et celle
des sauvages de Canada: si vous leur parlez de bled, de cultures de
terres, de différentes natures de revenus, de la levée de rentes, et
des autres droits seigneuriaux, de la meilleure manière de faire des
fermes ou d’établir des receveurs, elles croyent que vous voulez les
réduire à des occupations indignes d’elles. Ce n’est pourtant que par
ignorance qu’on méprise cette science de l’économie.—FENELON.
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