Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Children are usually a great resource during the formal quarter of
an hour which precedes a dinner in the country, and on one of these
occasions a young lady, in talking to the eldest boy, called him Lord
Stonebury. This touched Maria where she was most vulnerable, when the
young lady’s mother immediately addressing the younger boy by the
title of Lord Stonebury, covered her with tenfold confusion. It proved
that her story was all known, and all remembered; and she, who was
once the high-bred, the self-possessed Lady Ellersville, whose manner
of receiving her company had been the admiration of the most polished
society, was awkward, hurried; she addressed people by wrong names,
did not hear when she was spoken to; there was a restlessness in her
eye, and a rapidity in her utterance, very unlike the careless grace
with which, without appearing to do anything, she once contrived to
put every one at their ease. She feared she was not civil enough,
and a sensation of humility prompted her to change her seat for the
purpose of addressing some one to whom she had not already spoken,—then
a movement of pride made her spirit rebel at so courting vulgar
people, who would once have thought themselves honoured by a passing
acknowledgment from her. This gave her manner an air of constraint.
There was something out of keeping, and many wondered where was the
charm of address which had been reckoned so bewitching.
On another occasion the conversation happened to turn on the
comparative beauty of the Lady D——s. One person remarked, that she “had
always thought poor Lady Anne’s countenance the most attractive of
all.” “I never saw her,” observed another, who had lately taken a place
in the neighbourhood. “Oh, no! She married unfortunately, poor thing!
and ran away with Captain B——. It was a sad business.”
Maria’s burning face betrayed her confusion. The lady had scarcely
uttered the unfortunate words, when she recollected before whom she
was speaking. She stopped short, and a dead silence prevailed. She
tried hastily to speak on some other subject, but every one felt
awkward, and her unassisted efforts again subsided into silence. Lady
Sotheron, distressed at the allusion, was confounded at its being
seized by others, and the whole evening was to her one of painful
endurance. At other times she suffered almost equally from the studious
avoidance of topics that might in any way be applicable to herself.
In solitude her reflections were all bitter, and in society something
constantly occurred which brought her situation more painfully to her
recollection.
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