Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Walter meantime found his home disagreeable. He was beset by people
not of his own selection, and who were not in any way suited to him.
He determined to repair to London, to attend the House of Lords, and
to seek interest and excitement in the line which he had often been
told he was formed to pursue with success. Maria was delighted at this
resolution. She felt that if he could fulfil an honourable political
career, she should not be so guilty of having blasted his fate; his
mother might once more be proud of her only child, instead of mourning
in secret over his blighted prospects.
They went to London, and Lord Sotheron again mixed in the society he
at once liked and adorned. His spirits revived, his eager temper was
on fire, and he gave himself up to politics with an ardour the more
vehement from the state of indolent vacuity in which he had latterly
passed his time. She was rejoiced to see those eyes again beam with
animation, to perceive energy in every movement, instead of the
listless languor she had so often deplored. She scarcely remarked that
she passed hours, days, alone, so engrossed was she in his interests;
and when he made a brilliant and successful maiden speech, she felt
proud, nay, almost happy, and wrote to his mother with more confidence
than she had ever done before.
Lord Sotheron soon became a person of some importance, and he was
invited to all the political dinners of the party to which he had
attached himself. He thought it necessary to give dinners in return—and
now arose discussions which made Maria’s situation more galling to
her than ever. The wives of these great personages did not visit her,
and how awkward to preside at one of these grand entertainments with
no ladies to support her, except the two or three, who from family
connections associated with her, but who were in no wise connected
with the persons whom Walter wished to cultivate! Her sensitive mind
recoiled from the whole discussion.
She entreated him to give only men dinners, not to struggle after
that which they could not accomplish; and she assured him she had
rather remain in her own room, than go through the mortifications
and difficulties that must attend her making one of the party. He
but faintly opposed her resolution, for in fact, ambition had taken
possession of his soul, and he blindly followed its impulses. His time
was completely occupied with debates, committees, dinners, which became
more and more frequent, and Maria sat in her boudoir, eating her
solitary morsel, and hearing the bustle of the servants waiting upon
the party feasting below. Still she would not let herself repine at his
having at length found scope for his talents. She would not wish it
otherwise, but she could not help feeling miserable.
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