Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
The next morning, when, before her father left his room, Fanny altered
the disposition of the furniture, and removed the things which so
forcibly reminded them of her for whom they mourned, she felt it almost
a sacrilegious act to touch them.
Time, however, rolled on, and Sir Edward became calm and resigned;
but Fanny’s spirits did not rally. She had fervently loved her mother;
she missed her in every occupation, in every duty, in every amusement.
Strange to say, her thoughts, which during her mother’s illness had
been so completely weaned from the subject of her own disappointment,
in her present quiet and solitude would revert to former scenes.
She did not recur to the happy days of delusion, when she believed
herself the object of Lord Delaford’s preference; she felt that
would have been a sin: but she fancied that by dwelling only on
recollections, in which the images of Lord Delaford and of Isabella
were blended together, she was accustoming herself to the idea of their
union, and preparing her mind for seeing them, as man and wife, when,
on their return from the Continent, they were to pay their promised
visit to the Priory. She forgot that,
“En songeant qu’il faut l’oublier,
Elle s’en souvient.”
As she wandered about her lonely flower-garden, she at one time
remembered how Lord Delaford had gathered some of the beautiful double
dahlias, and had called Isabella’s attention to the rich blending of
their various hues; how Isabella had laughingly twisted them into
her hair: and how surpassingly beautiful she had looked when bending
over the marble basin (she had used it, as nymphs of old, for her
looking-glass,) while the evening sun just tipped her dark brown
curls with a golden hue, and tinged her downy mantling cheek with a
more mellow bloom. Fanny could almost fancy she again saw the eyes of
rapturous admiration with which he watched her graceful action.
At another time, if she were training the straggling honeysuckles
over the treillage, she recollected how her hopes had received their
death-blow, when, on entering the drawing-room before dinner, she found
Lord Delaford and Isabella in their morning dress, still occupied in
reducing the unruly tendrils to obedience; and how Isabella blushed
to find it so late, and Lord Delaford insisted it must be Fanny who
had mistaken the hour. In recollecting these circumstances, she again
experienced the same painful feelings of mortification and despondency;
she did not thus acquire forgetfulness, or indifference.
After an absence of about a year, Lord and Lady Delaford announced
their return to England, and their intention of finding themselves
very shortly at the Priory. Fanny believed herself rejoiced at the
intelligence, and began setting every thing in order for their arrival.
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