Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
Poor Hamilton had wished to lead the conversation to Ellen, and now he
had succeeded in doing so, he writhed under the questions,—he thought
it better not to hear her name mentioned at all, than to be subject to
them, and hastily bidding Mrs. Topham see to all those things in her
own department, he hurried out to mount his horse, and to gallop like a
maniac over the country, as if he could thus escape from the corroding
care which followed faster than he could fly.
When, in violent exercise alone, did he experience temporary relief
from misery. At home every thing breathed of Ellen, and, though it was
agonizing to him to see traces of her on all sides, he could not tear
himself from the spot; he would pass whole hours in her morning room,
looking over her books, turning over the leaves of the blotting book,
in which were notes, memorandums, various little matters which belonged
to her. He would gaze for several minutes upon any half-bound book,
which had “Ellen Hamilton” written in her hand on the outside. Those
two words contained for his heart a world of passionate and blasted
feelings. The very household accounts were not without a charm in his
eyes—for they perpetuated the memory of a time when she was his wife.
There is no need to dwell upon the emotions of Ellen when the nurse
brought her child. The smiles of the infant and the letter which
accompanied it were a momentary balm to her heart. Algernon expressed
his conviction that, whatever their own fates might be, he could in
no way so effectually secure the ultimate and eternal welfare of
their child, as by causing its young mind to be trained to all that
was virtuous, under Ellen’s own immediate eye. She could not but be
gratified by his opinion of her, and grateful for his kindness. It was
about a fortnight from the period of their final separation, when Henry
Wareham was one day called out of his office to speak to a gentleman
who awaited him in a private apartment. Henry’s heart misgave him. His
worst fears were on the point of being realized. It must be Cresford.
The room was dark. Henry’s eyes were dizzy with intense anxiety; he
thought he did not recognise the face; but it was Cresford’s voice
which asked,
“Are you Henry Wareham?”
“Heavens! Cresford. Is it indeed yourself?”
“Where is my wife?” uttered Cresford, in a choked tone of defiance.
“Ellen is with her father,” stammered Henry.
“Why was she not here to receive her husband?” continued Cresford.
“Here is a letter, Cresford, which she desired me to give you, and
which will explain all.”
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