Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
His home was now utterly desolate. He wandered as she had done before,
like an unquiet spirit, from room to room. He pictured to himself
what must have been her feelings when she tore herself from them.
He longed to know how she had passed that last sad month; he wished
for every trifling detail concerning her occupations, her looks, and
yet he did not like to question the servants. He saw in their faces
an expression of wonder and dismay; they moved about with stealthy
steps, and spoke with subdued voices, while in the part of the house
which he inhabited; or else, as he passed by the offices, he heard
the loud laugh proceeding from the servants-hall, or the blithe carol
of the laundry-maids over their wash-tub, which jarred his feelings,
and he was tempted to exclaim mentally against the heartlessness of
menials. Their curiosity, and their want of sympathy, both checked the
inclination to question them concerning Ellen, which his restlessness
caused frequently to arise in his bosom. Moreover, he scarcely knew in
what terms to speak of her.
Mrs. Topham, however, spared him the trouble of deciding for himself.
A few days after his return, she made her appearance to receive his
orders about the furniture of the chintz-room, saying that Mrs.
Hamilton had desired her to ask him what he wished to have done, and
also to inquire his pleasure concerning the neck-cloths. He begged her
to use her own discretion on those subjects, but still detained her in
conversation, hoping she would, of her own accord, allude to Ellen.
Finding that Mrs. Topham’s discourse was strictly confined to her
business, he ventured at length to say,
“I am afraid your mistress was not quite well when she left Belhanger?”
“Why certainly, sir, Mrs. Hamilton did not look so well as she used to
do. There was not a servant in the house that did not remark it. But it
was very lonesome for her here by herself, and we thought perhaps that
was the reason she appeared so low. I am sure, sir, we all heartily
wished for you back again, if it was only for our poor mistress’s sake.”
Mrs. Topham, whose curiosity had only been repressed by her respectful
discretion, had no mind to lose this opportunity of ascertaining
whether her master and mistress were really parted or not, and of
satisfactorily clearing up the mystery of their late proceedings.
“I suppose, sir,” she continued, “my mistress will be coming back
soon;—do you not think it would be a good thing to get the muslin
curtains in the boudoir washed before her return?”
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