Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“Nonsense, Fanny, you are joking!” But she took off the beautiful hat,
and sat arranging and re-arranging the feathers, though in a manner
which would have been far from satisfactory to the artiste, who had hit
off that particular disposition of feathers, in a fortunate moment of
inspiration.
Instinct had served Fanny on this occasion, as well as a deeper
knowledge of the world; for vanity and affection can both take alarm
at the idea of losing the devotion they have been accustomed to. She
now remained silent, simply because she did not know what she had best
say; but her silence had the effect of piquing Lady Delaford. After a
pause of several minutes, Isabella added:
“Lady B—— and Mrs. Clairville tell me they never saw any husband so
devoted as mine; they wish I would impart my secret, that they might
profit by it.”
“They mean he is kind, and lets you have your own way; that he is
the least selfish of human beings: but you must know, and feel, that
he is not the contented, cheerful person, he once was; that his
countenance does not brighten when he sees you, as it once did; that
he is silent, abstracted. You cannot be happy, Isabella, and see
your husband—and such a husband!—gradually weaning himself from your
society, his confidence lessening, his affections cooling? Did I say
he was indifferent? No, not indifferent! But he is hurt—wounded! he
is shutting up his heart from you! Oh, Isabella! and can you let such
a heart close itself to you? you, who might have all the treasures of
that noble mind, that manly understanding, that warm generous soul,
poured out at your feet—can you throw away such happiness?—you, who
might be the happiest woman in the whole world!”
Her voice faltered—a tear trembled in her eye—she dared not trust
herself to speak another word. Isabella was struck by Fanny’s manner,
though she jestingly replied:
“One would think I was the worst wife in the world! Now, I could name
you a dozen, much worse, among our most intimate acquaintances.”
“But, Isabella, are you satisfied with not being a bad wife? Don’t you
wish to be a good one?”
“Well, I do not see what harm I do. I am never cross; I never worry
him; I do not run in debt; and I am very civil to all his friends,
whenever he asks them to dinner, however great bores they may be: and
it is not every wife who can say as much for herself!”
“But, Isabella, of what comfort are you to him? If he has any
annoyance, does he find you ready to sympathise with him? If he has
any joy, are you there to share it with him? When do you communicate
your thoughts, opinions, pleasures, pains, to each other? You do order
dinner for him; but really I cannot see what other advantage he
derives from having a house, a home, a wife, _une maison montée_.”
“Well, I see what you are driving at, all this time; I will make
breakfast for him to-morrow morning—that will be quite right and
wife-like.”
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