Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“Why, you see, Miss, he was a ropemaker, and was in a good way
of business, and had got above the world; and John, he was only
under-gardener at the Squire’s. He was a handy, sharp young man; but
he had not any thing but just what he earned from week to week; and
father said, he would not hear of no such nonsense, and we must leave
off courting. We both saw that father was right not to agree to our
marrying then; but we thought it hard that we were not to speak to each
other any more. My own mother was dead; and my father’s second wife she
aggravated him against us, and said, if we saw each other as usual,
we should be sure to marry; and then he would have to keep us off the
parish; and that I was a likely, fresh-coloured girl, and might do
better for myself, and might get somebody who would be a help instead
of a hindrance to the family. So I told John I would not marry without
father’s leave, for I knew that would be wrong; but that I would never
have any body but him, if it was ever so.
”My stepmother, she never let me out of her sight, and always kept me
to my work at home; and I never saw John to speak to him. Of a Sunday,
when we came out of church, he always stood near the hand-gate, and
sometimes, if there was only father, he opened it for us: and as long
as he did that, I was sure he was true to me.
“One morning, about a year after my father had said he would not hear
no more of John Roberts, and that his girl should marry somebody as
had a house to take her to, and enough to keep her when he had got her
there; ’twas a Monday-morning, and I had washed up the tea-things, and
swept up the hearth, and was just holding a bit of wood-embers in the
tongs for father to light his pipe by, before he went to his work,
when what should I see but John’s face as he went by the window to the
door. I was like to let the tongs fall, it came upon me so sudden!
John knocked at the door, and I shook all over, as if I had got the
ague; for I thought, to be sure, father would be in a towering passion.
Father, he never turned round; but he kept drawing in his breath to
make the pipe light, and he said, ‘Why don’t you go and open the door,
girl?’ So I went to the door, and opened it, and in stepped John; and
he said never a word to me, he only just gave me a look, and he went
straight up to father, and said:—
“‘Mr. Ansell, don’t take it amiss if I am come to say a few plain words
to you. You won’t let me have your daughter—you think we shall come
into trouble, and be a burthen upon you; and you think Milly can do
better for herself?’
“‘Yes!’ said my father; ‘you speak right enough.’
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