Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
If Lord Delaford had been originally attracted by the unruffled
placidity of her expression, he was infinitely more so by finding
that his presence had the power of disturbing that placidity. Though
he could not doubt that he possessed many qualities which might make
him an object of preference to young ladies, and every adventitious
qualification to make him approved of by the old; though he must have
known he had been sighed for by daughters, and sought by mammas;
still he was not one of those men who are piqued by coldness, and
inflamed by the difficulty of winning the object. On the contrary,
there was a natural diffidence about him which made him vulnerable
to the attentions of women, and easily daunted by any appearance of
disinclination.
Fanny was too amiable and too humble ever to have felt jealous of her
cousin, but she was not insensible to the pleasure of finding herself
suddenly preferred by the one person whose favour all were desirous
to gain. Every thing seemed to prosper to the utmost of her or her
parents’ wishes. Lord Delaford became every day more serious in his
attentions, and there appeared to be no reason why Fanny should not
yield to the engrossing fascinations of a passion which, if felt for
the first time at the age of twenty, combines with the freshness of a
first love the depth and strength of which the more formed character is
susceptible.
In the mean time Isabella no longer found the same gratification in
the insipid crowd of common-place admirers, whose suffrages had before
elated her. She felt, truly enough, of how much more value were the
sincere esteem and affection of one true heart, than all the frivolous
admiration of people she did not care for; all her former conquests
lost their value in her eyes; she, for the first time, felt herself the
forgotten and neglected one. Vanity, like ambition, only becomes the
more insatiable by being fed, and, as the single Mordecai, who refused
to bow before the pomp of Haman, embittered all the glories of his
triumph, so the one person who was proof against her charms outweighed,
in her estimation, the herd who acknowledged their power.
She had too much tact, too much knowledge of the world, too much
spirit, to allow these feelings to be visible to the eyes of common
observers. Lord Delaford and Fanny were so completely occupied with
each other that they could not remark any thing about Isabella;
but Lady Elmsley, with maternal quick-sightedness, perceived her
mortification, and with pride, which may perhaps be pardoned in a
mother, could not help being pleased that, at length, her daughter’s
merits should be valued, as they deserved, above those of Isabella.
Occasionally Isabella caught a glance of triumph which escaped from the
eyes of Lady Elmsley, and she resolved to let slip no opportunity of
gaining the attention of Lord Delaford.
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