Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
In the evening, he, as usual, turned over the leaves of Fanny’s
music-book, while she was singing, or forgot to turn them over, while
gazing with delight upon those melting, yet innocent eyes, which met
his so kindly and so trustingly—eyes, that looked as if there lurked in
the heart beneath, depths of unawakened and unexplored feelings, which
only waited to be excited.
But when he was alone, the remarks of Isabella recurred to his
recollection, and he wondered what in him could have struck her as
being so singular and so reserved. The next day, when they were riding,
he found himself near her, and reverted to the conversation of the
preceding day.
“I have been quite uneasy, Miss St. Clair, at finding I am so
disagreeable as I must be, if I am the precise, formal, measured person
you describe me to be.”
A certain step is gained, when, instead of starting a new and
indifferent subject, the topic of the preceding conversation is
resumed. Most coquettes know, by intuition, that the best mode of
accomplishing this is to talk to persons of themselves. Isabella’s
heart beat quicker at finding how well she had succeeded in awakening
his curiosity; but assuming a nonchalant manner, she answered,
“Disagreeable! Surely I never could have said any thing half so
uncivil?”
“Oh, certainly you did not tell me in so many words that I was
disagreeable; but you implied it.”
“No, no! Indeed, I think I said every thing most flattering—that you
were so very good.”
“Well, I suppose if I am so very good, I must not consider being good,
and being disagreeable, as synonymous terms; and yet you made it appear
yesterday as if they were!”
“Oh, Lord Delaford! how can you accuse me of saying any thing so
shocking? I only declared you were so good, so superior, I was afraid
of you.”
“But a person who makes you fear him, must be disagreeable to you.”
“No, indeed: I like to be awed. I am fond of an organ in a cathedral;
and I admire lofty mountains, and beautiful stormy skies, and every
thing that is grand and sublime in art and in nature! Could one
bear to hear one’s own feeble voice mingle itself with the pealing
reverberations of the organ in the glorious pile of St. Peter’s? And
does one not feel one’s own nothingness when among the mountains, the
torrents, the precipices, the peaks, the glaciers of the stupendous
Alps? Yet surely these are pleasurable emotions! With me, at least, awe
and pleasure are very compatible sensations.”
As she spoke her large and brilliant eye glanced upwards for a moment,
with an expression of lofty enthusiasm.
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