Recollections of the eventful life of a soldierDonaldson, Joseph
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Recollections of the eventful life of a soldier
Donaldson, Joseph
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives
Poor William! I saw him fall. ‘O God!’ he cried, as he fell. I heard
no more. The next moment he was swallowed by the waves. They told me
he never rose. It was impossible to do anything to save him in such
weather with any effect. His fate made a great impression on my mind,
for he was my only companion. He was a clever boy, warm-hearted, and
kind in his disposition, although he had become quite broken-hearted.
Nor did he seem relieved from his melancholy by the prospect of
returning home; for he was sure that his father would do nothing to
get him free from the ship; and even if he did, he could feel little
pleasure in the anticipation of his usage there. ‘O Joseph!’ he would
often say, ‘If I had a father and mother like yours, how happy would
I be! but I may truly say that I am an orphan! To be sure, while my
mother was living, she was everything that was good and affectionate
to me; but when she died, I lost the only friend I had in the world,
for my father never was kind to me, and after he married again, I
never had a happy minute in the house; and if I were to go home
again, even supposing that he would get me free from the ship, things
would be worse than before. But I am sure I will not live to return.
There is a heavy something hangs on my mind, that tells me I will not
see the end of this voyage; but I do not feel grieved at it, I rather
feel a pleasure in the idea. Then I will be free from ill usage and
persecution; and what makes me long for my death, is the hope that I
will meet my mother in heaven, never to part from her again.’ I could
not forbear weeping when he spoke in this manner; and I tried to
cheer him as much as I could, by putting him in mind of our former
schemes of happiness and fortune; but he only shook his head, and
said, ‘This is not the world we dreamed it was; but even so, I have
no friends, no prospects, and death appears to me to be the only
thing that can alter my situation for the better.’ Poor fellow! he
little thought it was so near.
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