Perhaps I might attain to the literary dignity of being the lioness
of a season, asked to dinner parties "because I am so clever;"
perhaps my writing faculty might become a useful auxiliary to some
other less precarious dependence; but to write to eat--to live, in
short--that seems to me to earn hard money after a very hard
fashion. The stage is a profession that people who have a talent
for it make lucrative, and which honorable conduct may make
respectable; one which would place me at once beyond the fear of
want, and that is closely allied in its nature to my beloved
literary pursuits.
If I should (as my father and mother seem to think not unlikely)
change my mind with respect to marrying, the stage need be no bar
to that, and if I continue to write, the stage might both help me
in and derive assistance from my exercise of the pursuit of
dramatic authorship. And the mere mechanical labor of writing costs
me so little, that the union of the two occupations does not seem
to me a difficulty. My father said the other day, "There is a fine
fortune to be made by any young woman, of even decent talent, on
the stage now." A fine fortune is a fine thing; to be sure, there
remains a rather material question to settle, that of "even decent
talent." A passion for all beautiful poetry I am sure you will
grant me; and you would perhaps be inclined to take my father and
mother's word for my dramatic capacity. I spoke to them earnestly
on this subject lately, and they both, with some reluctance, I
think, answered me, to my questions, that they thought, as far as
they could judge (and, unless partiality blinds them entirely, none
can be better judges), I might succeed. In some respects, no girl
intending herself for this profession can have had better
opportunities of acquiring just notions on the subject of acting. I
have constantly heard refined and thoughtful criticism on our
greatest dramatic works, and on every various way of rendering them
effective on the stage. I have been lately very frequently to the
theater, and seen and heard observingly, and exercised my own
judgment and critical faculty to the best of my ability, according
to these same canons of taste by which it has been formed. Nature
has certainly not been as favorable to me as might have been
wished, if I am to embrace a calling where personal beauty, if not
indispensable, is so great an advantage. But if the informing
spirit be mine, it shall go hard if, with a face and voice as
obedient to my emotions as mine are, I do not in some measure make
up for the want of good looks. My father is now proprietor and
manager of the theatre, and those certainly are favorable
circumstances for my entering on a career which is one of great
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