labor and some exposure, at the best, to a woman, and where a young
girl cannot be too prudent herself, nor her protectors too careful
of her. I hope I have not taken up this notion hastily, and I have
no fear of looking only on the bright side of the picture, for ours
is a house where that is very seldom seen.
Good-by; God bless you! I shall be very anxious to hear from you; I
sent you a note with my play, telling you I had just got up from
the measles; but as my note has not reached you, I tell you so
again. I am quite well, however, now, and shall not give them to
you by signing myself
Yours most affectionately,
FANNY.
P.S.--I forgot to answer your questions in telling you all this,
but I will do so methodically now. My side-ache is some disturbance
in my liver, evidently, and does not give way entirely either to
physic or exercise, as the slightest emotion, either pleasurable or
painful, immediately brings it on; my blue devils I pass over in
silence; such a liver and my kind of head are sure to breed them.
Certainly I reverence Jeremy Bentham for his philanthropy, plain
powerful sense, and lucid forcible writing; but as for John's
politics, they are, as Beatrice tells the prince he is, "too costly
for every-day wear." His theories are so perfect that I think
imperfect men could never be brought to live under a scheme of
government of his devising.
I think Mrs. Jameson would like you, and you her, if you met, but
my mind is running on something else than this. My father's income
is barely eight hundred a year. John's expenses, since he has been
at college, have been nearly three. Five hundred a year for such a
family as ours is very close and careful work, dear H----, and if
my going on the stage would nearly double that income, lessen my
dear father's anxieties for us all, and the quantity of work which
he latterly has often felt too much for him, and remove the many
privations which my dear mother cheerfully endures, as well as the
weight of her uncertainty about our future provision, would not
this be a "consummation devoutly to be wished"?
ST. JAMES STREET, BUCKINGHAM GATE, March, 1828.
MY DEAREST H----,
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