"_I?_ not in the least," he replies, with an air of ostentatious
indifference, but with a complexion undoubtedly florider than nature
made his.
"You look excessively cross, and have not uttered a word for the last
half mile," she says, pouting out her full red under-lip, and then
looking (a little alarmed at her own audacity) to see in what spirit he
takes her impertinence.
"When I do not get civil answers to civil questions, I think it best to
hold my tongue," he says, stalking along with his head up, and hitting
viciously with his umbrella at the tall, yellow mulleins in the hedge.
"People's ideas differ as to what _are_ civil questions," says Essie,
trying to stalk too, and to elevate nose and chin in emulation of his.
"Suppose that I had asked you how many times you had been refused,
would you have answered me?"
"Undoubtedly I should," he replies, gravely.
"How many times have you?" she asks, coming down from her elevation of
offended dignity with a jump, and looking up at him with naïve, eager
curiosity.
"Questions should be answered in the order of priority in which they
are asked," he replies, with a smile of amusement at her simplicity,
but with a good deal of dissatisfied doubt underlying the smile.
"Answer my question, and I'll answer yours."
Esther turns away, and passes her hand along the hedge, catching idly
at any grasses or flowers that come in her way, to the great detriment
of her Sunday gloves. His anxiety overcomes his hurt pride.
"Give me an answer one way or another," he says, breathing rather
short. "Is there not something between you and him?"
Esther is silent. "No" is a plain downright lie, at which conscience
demurs, and "Yes" a cannon-ball that will knock her away from St.
John's side out into the drear, great world for ever.
"For God's sake answer me!" he says again, in great agitation at a
dumbness that seems to him ominous.
Hearing the sharp pain and angry fear in his voice, she hesitates no
longer. Lie or no lie, she takes the plunge.
"Nothing!" she says, faintly, turning first milk-white, then red as a
rose in her burning prime.
"Why do you turn away your face? Are you quite certain?" he asks,
quickly, only half convinced by her weak negation.
"Certain," she replies, indistinctly, as if just able to echo his
words, but not to frame any of her own.
"Why do you stammer and blush, then, whenever his name is mentioned?"
he asks, with jealous impatience.
"I won't stand being catechised in this way," she cries, blazing out
angrily, and stopping short, while sparks of fire, half quenched in
tears of vexation, dart from the splendid night of her eyes. "I have
answered a question which you ought never to have asked; you must be
a person of very little observation," she continues, sharply, "not to
have discovered during the three weeks that I have been with you that I
blush at everything and nothing; I should be as likely as not to blush
when Sir Thomas's name was mentioned, or--or----"
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