"I did not mean to express any doubt," Esther says, gently, but wearily.
"_Suppose_ will not do us much good at the _Last Day_," continues Miss
Bessy, rather venomously. "Unless we can lay fast hold upon Jesus"
(_laying hold of a roll of paper to exemplify the tenacity of her own
grasp_[1]), "unless we have assurance that we are _Elect_, where are
we?"
"If it is any comfort to you, love, you know that you have our
prayers," says Mrs. Brandon, squeezing Esther's hand.
"We have set apart a special day with several Christian friends,"
says Bessy, with animation, "to wrestle in prayer for you, that this
searching dispensation may be blessed to your conversion--that you may
find the Lord."
"Thanks," answers Esther, meekly, too broken-down to resent even the
indignity of being set up on a metaphorical stool of repentance, amid a
select circle of Miss Bessy's Christian friends.
"If we could send you anything from Plas Berwyn--" begins Mrs. Brandon.
"Any books or leaflets," interrupts Bessy.
"Any eatables, or anything of that kind," amends her mother. "I daresay
you have not been thinking much about housekeeping lately, my poor
child; and you know whenever you feel inclined to come to us _for
good_, you will always find open hearts and open arms," concludes the
good old woman, suiting her action to her words, and folding Esther in
a black bombazine embrace.
"Thank you very much," replies the girl, gratefully, her low, sad voice
almost smothered by her mamma-in-law's bonnet strings, amongst which
her little disconsolate head is lying _perdue_.
"We are only broken cisterns, you should remember, mamma," says Bessy,
a little reprovingly of her parent's carnal materialism; "leaky
vessels, all of us! You should direct Esther to the one _Ebenezer_."
The race of Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite, and Zophar the
Naamathite, is by no means extinct: if not in the male line, at all
events in the female, it still survives in the person of many a Miss
Bessy Brandon.
* * * * *
Brandon has been busy all day with Jack's lawyer: returning in the
afternoon, he finds Esther sitting on the study window-ledge, on
which she and Jack used to sit on summer nights, and watch the little
feathery, plumy clouds sail along the sky's sapphire sea; used to watch
"The large white stars rise one by one,"
and speculate who lived in them, and what they were made of. Jack has
entered into the ranks of the initiated, but she still sits and wonders.
"Come out for a stroll, Essie," says the young man, stooping over her
till his yellow beard, curly as a bull's forehead, almost touches her
dark, drooped head.
"If you like," she answers, indifferently; and so drags herself slowly
up, and walks away heavily to get ready.
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