"Oh no! no!--certainly not!" answers Essie, vehemently, blushing
scarlet as any June poppy.
The elder woman's sharp ancient eyes pass like a gimlet through and
through the younger one. They fasten with the pitiless fixedness of one
who has passed the age for blushing, and has consequently no compassion
for that infirmity upon the betraying red of her sweet bright cheeks.
"Are you _quite_ sure, Esther?"
"Quite," replies Esther, with steady slowness. "I don't like them, as
a family. In fact, I _hate_ them all; but I have had no quarrel with
them."
"I wonder that you cared to spend a whole month and more with people
that you hated," says Miss Bessy, with a sprightly smile.
"So do I, Bessy," answers Esther, bitterly, turning away her head; "but
that's neither here nor there."
"Am I to understand, then," says Mrs. Brandon, with an inquisitorial
elevation of nose and spectacles, "that an apparently _groundless_ and,
as far as I can judge, _ungrateful_ feeling of dislike towards people
who, from the little you have told us of them, seem always to have
treated you with indulgent kindness, is your sole motive for wishing to
decline this very desirable situation?"
"When one has seen better days," answered the poor proud child,
sighing, "one wishes to keep as far as possible from any of those who
have known one formerly."
"Tut!" answers Mrs. Brandon, chidingly; "it can be a matter of very
little consequence to people in the position of the Gerards whether you
have a few pounds a year more or less. They can afford to be kind to
you, whatever your circumstances may be!"
"I don't _want_ them to be kind to me," cries the girl, fiercely, stung
into swift anger. "I know nothing I should dislike more. The only wish
I have, with regard to the whole family, is that I should never hear
their names mentioned again!"
Mrs. Brandon seats herself at the table, and begins to pour out the tea
out of a huge, deep-bodied family tea-pot. Miss Bessy divides the small
curling rashers of fat bacon into four exactly equal portions. At Plas
Berwyn it is generally a case of "Cynegan's Feast; or enough and no
waste." That is to say, at the first onslaught _everything_ vanishes;
and if any one, with fruitless gluttony, craves a second help, he
must console himself with the idea that many medical men agree in the
opinion that, in order to preserve ourselves in perfect health, we
should always rise from table feeling hungry.
"If," says Mrs. Brandon, resuming the conversation, and setting her
words to the music of a peculiarly crisp piece of toast, which she
eats with a rather infuriating sound of crunching--"If, Esther, you
can be deterred by so trivial an obstacle from availing yourself of
an opportunity, humanly speaking, so promising--a door, I may say,
opened for you in a _special_ and _remarkable_ manner, in answer to
prayer--you cannot expect me to exert myself a second time on your
behalf."
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