Esther stoops her head in silence over her fat bacon, which she has not
the heart to eat.
"Esther is more difficult to please than we expected, is not she,
mamma," says Bessy, smiling slightly--"considering that she told us
yesterday she envied the man who brought the coals, because he earned
his own living?"
"And so I did," answers Esther, gloomily.
"I'm afraid, Esther," says Mrs. Brandon, taking another piece of toast,
and shaking her head prophetically, "that you will have to pass through
a _burning fiery furnace_ before the stubborn pride of the unregenerate
heart is brought low!"
"Perhaps so," answers the young girl, calmly; but to her own heart she
says that she defies any earthly furnace to burn hotlier than the one
she has already passed through.
CHAPTER XXVII.
In another week letters have passed, references been asked and given;
Esther proved unimpeachably respectable; the amount of her salary
agreed upon; the day of her journey into ----shire fixed, and all
preliminaries settled previous to her undertaking the agreeable, free,
and independent office of companion to John Blessington, Esq., of
Blessington Court, in the county of ----, aged eighty-nine, and to
Harriet Blessington his wife, aged eighty.
Miss Craven has but one good-bye to say, and on the afternoon of the
day before her departure she stands in the churchyard ready to say it.
It is only to a grave. Huge cloud headlands, great leaden capes and
promontories, mournful and heavy with unwept snow-tears, heap and pile
themselves up behind the dim mirk hills; it snowed last night, but the
snow has nearly all melted; only enough remains to make the old dirty
church-tower, from which great patches of whitewash have fallen, look
dirtier than ever. Upon the broken headstones, all awry and askew with
age and negligence, the lichens flourish dankly. Wet nettles and faded
bents overlie, overcross each cold hillock. No one cares to weed in the
garden of the dead. Each hillock is the last chapter in some forgotten
history.
Oh! why must all stories that are told truly end amongst the worms? Why
must death be always at the _end_ of life? Oh! if we could but get it
over, like some cruelest operation, in the middle or early part of our
little day; so that we might have some half a life, some quarter or
twentieth part even of one, to live merrily in, to breathe and laugh
and be gay in, without, in our cheerfullest moments, experiencing the
chilly fear of feeling the black-cloaked skeleton-headed phantom lay
his bony finger on us, saying, "Thou art mine!"
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