o'clock cocks begin to crow, dairymaids to get up, the bodiless dead
return to their churchyard homes, night's unutterable horror to pass.
What wonder if, after the agony of such vigils--agony causeless, you
will say, unreasonable, but none the less real, none the less acute
for that--she comes down in the morning wan, nerveless, with haggard
cheeks, and great dark streaks under the unrested beauty of her eyes?
"The time is near the birth of Christ."
"Stir-up Sunday" is past; people have bought their raisins, and suet,
and citron, and begun to mix their Christmas puddings. Turkeys lie
dead, thick as autumn-leaves in Vallambrosa. The snow is gone, but not
without leaving Miss Craven the legacy of a very bad cold, derived from
countless soaked stockings and neglected wet petticoats. She has had it
a fortnight, and her weakened, lowered frame seems incapable of shaking
off the trifling ailment. For a week her voice has been almost gone,
and she has consumed many sticks of liquorice, many boxes of black
currant lozenges, in the endeavour to bring it back to the requisite
shouting pitch for the inevitable daily newspaper reading.
It is afternoon: heavy rain, following the thaw, has prevented the
invariable drive to Shelford. Mrs. Blessington and the two girls
are sitting in the great room hung with battle-pieces, which is
old-fashionedly named "the saloon." It is a mercy that it is a great
room--else the fire, piled halfway up the chimney, and the never-opened
windows would render it unendurably close. As it is, the atmosphere,
though less stifling than that of the interior of the family-coach, is
fustier than is altogether agreeable.
"My dear," says Mrs. Blessington, shivering, "pick up my shawl; I
really must have sand-bags to those windows; there comes in a wind at
them that positively nearly blows one out of one's chair."
Esther complies, and then resumes her occupation of holding a skein
of wool for Miss Blessington to wind. As often as she can do so
without positive rudeness, she takes long looks at her companion's
face--immovably polished, like a monumental angel's: looks at her,
half out of that sheer love of beauty in any form, from a man's to a
beetle's, which is innate in some sensuous natures; partly, and much
more, because each frosty-fair feature of her face, each trinket almost
upon her person, is linked indissolubly in her mind with some look or
word of St. John. Association, they say, lies stronger in a smell than
in aught else--stronger than in anything seen or heard; and so now the
slight subtle scent floating from Constance's perfumed hair recalls
to the sad young "companion," with a thrust of sharpest pain, her one
day's betrothal; that one day for whose sweet sake she does not regret
having endured the calamity of existence; that day when they sowed--
"......Their talk with little kisses, thick
As roses in rose harvest."
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