It is odd how often, when one is musing dumbly on some unspoken name,
the people in whose company one is give utterance to that name, without
any former conversation having led up to it.
"My dear Constance," says Mrs. Blessington, her slow old thoughts
having at length travelled from draughts and sandbags, "do you think
St. John has any fancy as to what room he has? Young men are sometimes
_faddy_. I depend upon you to tell me, and I will give Franklin orders
about it."
St. John's room! He is coming here, then! The wool that she is holding
drops forgotten into Esther's lap; the old delicious carmine that used
to make her so like a dog-rose springs up suddenly lovely into her
face. Love is as hard to kill as any snake:
"Now, at the last gasp of love's latest breath,
When, his pulse failing, passion speechless lies;
When faith is kneeling by his bed of death,
And innocence is closing up his eyes:
Now, if thou wouldst, when all have given him over
From death to life, thou mightst him yet recover."
"Unless you hold the skein differently, Miss Craven, I'm afraid I
really cannot wind it," says Constance, a slight shade of contemptuous
displeasure in her voice.
Esther jumps back to reality, to find Miss Blessington's icy,
unescapable eyes riveted upon her. She cannot turn away her head, nor
dive under the table for an imaginary lost handkerchief; she cannot
lift her hands to hide her face; her occupation, which keeps both
ruthlessly employed, forbids it. She can only sit still, plainly
crimson, and be stared at.
"Thanks, very much, aunt," Constance says, in her ladylike, piano
voice, beginning again to turn the scarlet ball swiftly through her
long pale fingers; "but I don't think he has any fancies. I could not
think of letting you spoil him by supposing he has; I'm sure he will be
very happy, wherever you put him."
"The blue room, in the west gallery, is one of the warmest in the
house," rejoins the old lady, gathering her wraps closelier about her:
"it is next but two to Miss Craven's; it has the same aspect. Yours is
warm--isn't it, my dear?--and there is a bath-room opening out of it."
"Is Mr. Gerard coming here?" asks Esther, tremulously, resolute to show
Miss Blessington that she _can_ mention his name.
"Yes, my dear--to-morrow. Do you know him? Oh no! of course you
cannot," replies the old lady, looking a little inquisitively at the
tender rose-face of the girl.
"Miss Craven met him at Felton, last autumn," Constance answers
for her--no faintest gust of feeling apparently agitating the even
indifference of her voice. "He was most good-natured to her; riding
and walking, and altogether making a martyr of himself. St. John makes
himself very useful, flirting with all the young ladies that come to
the house: he really is invaluable in that way!"
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