Esther stoops her head low down, choked with indignation. "Perhaps I
don't come under the head of a 'young lady,'" she says, almost in a
whisper; "but he certainly did not flirt with me."
"Didn't he?" Constance replies, carelessly. "Oh, if I recollect right,
he amused himself a little--he always does. I often take him to task
about that manner of his; it might give rise to unlucky mistakes;
people who don't know him don't understand it."
Esther bites her lips, but has the sense to allow, with vast
difficulty, this last observation to pass unquestioned.
"His horses have arrived already," continues Constance, placidly; "he
has actually been unconscionable enough to send four of them: he is
evidently going to test uncle's and your patience to the utmost by
making a perfect visitation."
"Felton is such a good hunting country, that I wonder Mr. Gerard can
bear to leave it now, just as the frost has broken up," remarks Esther,
almost composedly; a dim, exquisite hope flashing up in her mind that
he has heard of her being at Blessington, and is coming to ask her
to forgive him--to forgive her, rather; to ask her to kiss and make
friends.
The story-book ending, "Lived happy ever after," is running through
her brain, when her reverie is broken, gently, but very effectually,
as reveries are apt to be, by a simple speech of Miss Blessington's,
spoken with a little smile:
"It is evident that Miss Craven has not heard our news, is not it,
aunt?"
"What news?" inquires the girl, eagerly.
"Nothing of much interest to any one but ourselves, I suppose. It is
only" (speaking with slow triumph, and narrowly watching the effect of
her words) "that St. John and I have made up our minds to marry one
another!"
The knife cuts as clean and clear as she could have wished; the divine
happy rose-flush slips away suddenly out of the poor blank face
opposite her; a grey ashy-white takes its place. She had thought that
pain and pleasure were buried with Jack on the slope of Glan-yr-Afon's
mountain graveyard; but that moment of raging agony undeceives her.
For an instant the table and chairs seem dancing round; a humming buzz
sounds dully in her ears; then the faintness passes; the table and
chairs stand still again; the buzz ceases; and she is sitting on an old
gilt chair: her arms still moving mechanically, with the outstretched
wool upon them, while Constance goes winding, winding on--winding away
hope and pleasure and joy; while the ball, growing larger under her
hands, seems to have stolen its red colour from Esther's heart-blood.
"Our friends have really been very disagreeable to us about it," says
Miss Blessington with a subdued laugh; "they tell us that it is the
most uninteresting marriage they ever heard of, for that they had all
foretold it, heaven knows how many centuries ago!"
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