"I did not come to see Jack," he answers, bluntly. She does not invite
him to come in, but he, crossing the threshold diffidently, takes a
seat near, but not aggressively near, her. "Don't let me interrupt
you!" he says, deprecatingly.
She takes him at his word, and continues her homely occupation. Up and
down, up and down her foot goes, keeping the wheel in motion; prick,
prick, prick, the needle travels with its quick, regular stabs. If, as
I have said, the process of bending over work on a July afternoon is
heating, the consciousness that another person is watching every quiver
of your eyelids, counting every breath you draw, and every displaced
hair that straggles about brow or cheek, does not conduce to make it
less so. The magnetic influence that sooner or later compels the eyes
of the looked at to seek those of the looker, obliges Esther, after
awhile, to raise hers--reluctant and protesting--to Robert's.
"I wish my mother could see you!" he says, with a smile of placid
happiness. Mr. Brandon carries his mother metaphorically upon his back,
almost as much as pious Æneas did the old Anchises literally. Esther
suspends her employment for a moment.
"I beg your pardon; this machine makes such a noise that I did not
catch what you said."
"I was only wishing that mother could see you now."
"It is a pleasure she enjoys pretty frequently. Why _now_ particularly?"
"She would see how thrifty and housewifely you can be."
"I am glad she does not, then," answers the girl, drily, beginning to
work again faster than ever, and flushing with annoyance; "she would
form a most erroneous estimate of me. I dislike particularly to be
found by people in one of my rare paroxysms of virtue; they take it for
my normal state, and judge and expect of me accordingly."
"I shall tell her that, at all events, my judgment of you was nearer
the truth than hers," says Robert, triumphantly.
Esther laughs awkwardly.
"I don't know whether you are aware of it, but you are conveying
to my mind the idea that your mother has been pronouncing a very
unfavourable verdict upon me and my character."
"She thinks you are too pretty and lively, and--and--" (frivolous had
been the word employed by Mrs. Brandon, but Robert cannot find it in
his heart to apply it to his idol)--"too fond of society to care about
being useful in tame, humdrum, everyday ways."
Esther gives her head a little impatient shake.
"Mrs. Brandon adheres to the golden axiom, so evidently composed by
some one to whom beauty was sour grapes, that it is better to be good
than pretty; an axiom that assumes that the one is incompatible with
the other."
So speaking she relapses into a chafed silence, and he into his
vigilant dumb observation of her. At the end of a quarter of an hour,
as he still shows no signs of moving, finding the present position of
affairs no longer tolerable, Miss Craven jumps up, flings down her heap
of huckaback on the floor, and says abruptly, with a sort of forced
resignation:
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