On this especial Sunday Esther has risen, feeling feebler, more
nerveless than usual. Something in the influence of the weather--soft,
sodden, sunless--weighs upon her with untold oppression. She would fain
not go to church, remain at home, and lie on her bed; but this cannot
be. Foremost in importance, in indispensability, among her duties
are these Sunday ones. If the weather be tolerable, Mr. Blessington
is always scrupulously punctual in attending Divine worship. Leaning
on his valet's arm, he totters up the church, in his old tail-coat,
tightly buttoned over his sunken chest, and, arrived at the Blessington
pew, is deposited in a little nook thereof, partitioned (in some quirk
of his, while he could yet see) from the rest. In this nook there is
room for two people--to wit, for Mr. Blessington, and for the happy
person who is to guide his devotions. And to conduct Mr. Blessington's
prayers and praises is, I assure you, no sinecure. Almost entirely
deaf, almost entirely blind, he is yet resolute to take a part in
the services by no means less prominent than the clerk's. It is,
therefore, his attendant's duty to shout the responses in his ear, in
order to give him some clue to the portion of the ritual which has
been arrived at and to check him with elbowings and nudgings, when
his aberrations from the right path become so flagrantly noticeable
as to distract the attention of the other worshippers. But too often,
however, the attempts at repression on the part of the acolyte are so
much labour lost. In the region of darkness and silence in which his
infirmities have placed him, the old man frequently becomes impatient
of the slow progress of the service as notified to him by the roars
of his companion. Not seldom he proclaims, in a voice distinctly
audible throughout the building, the point at which, according to
his reckoning, priest and people should have arrived. "And with thy
spirit," cries the squire, with unction in his deep, tremulous bass,
while the sleek young rector's gentle "The Lord be with you" does not
follow till five minutes later. In the Creed there is but one course
to pursue: to start him, if possible, fair--happy, indeed, if he does
not insist on turning to the altar somewhere towards the close of
the second lesson or beginning of the Jubilate,--to start him fair,
I say, and then in despair, give him his head. Fervently, loudly,
rapidly, he announces his belief in the articles of the Christian
faith, while parson, clerk, and congregation toil after him in vain.
Occasionally--especially at such portions of the service as refer to
our need of forgiveness, our sinfulness, our mortality,--he breaks out
into senile tears; too deaf to hear his own penitent sobs, he has no
idea of the loudness with which they reverberate through the church.
Strangers, hearing, perk their heads up above their pews, and then
fling them down again on their pocket-handkerchiefs convulsed with
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