inextinguishable laughter; but the greater part of the assemblage are
used to these spasms of grotesque devotion--it is only "t'oud squoire."
Esther always draws a long breath of relief when
"Lord, have mercy upon us!
Christ, have mercy upon us!
Lord, have mercy upon us!"
has been safely tided over without any unusually noisy burst of
lamentation.
On the Sunday I speak of "t'oud squoire's" prayers were more unruly
than usual. Whether it was that Esther's weakened voice was unable
to guide them into the right channel, or to whatever other cause
assignable, certain it is that his vagaries were more painfully
evident--ludicrously to the congregation, distressingly to his
family--than on any former Sunday within the memory of man. Many heads
turn towards the Blessington pew; even the rector--meekest among
M.A.s--looks now and again with gentle reproach at the old man, who
is, with such aggressive loudness, usurping his office of leading the
devotions of his flock. A proud woman is Esther Craven when the Liturgy
comes to a close. In the sermon there are, thank God, no responses for
the congregation to make; it is not even customary to cry, "Hear,
hear!" "Hallelujah!" "More power to you!" at intervals. In the sermon,
therefore, the old gentleman composes himself to sleep, and there is
peace.
The Blessington pulpit is to-day occupied by a stranger--a Boanerges,
or Son of Thunder, in the shape of a muscular, half-educated, fluent
Irishman--a divine who would fain _flog_ his hearers to heaven, show
them the way upwards by the light of hell's flambeaux--one of that
too numerous class who revel in disgusting descriptions, and similes
drawn from our mortality. It is impossible to help listening to him,
and difficult to help being sick. Esther listens, trembling, while he
descants with minute relish on "the worm that never dies." The worm
that never dies! Surely, a terrible picture enough, in its simple
bareness, without enlargement thereupon! With imagination rendered
more vivid, and reason weakened by sickness, the unhappy girl pictures
that worm gnawing at her brother's heart--gnawing, crawling, torturing
eternally. She covers her face with her hands; it is too horrible! A
sort of sick feeling comes over her--a giddy faintness. If she can
but reach the open air! She rises unsteadily, opens the pew-door, and
walks as in a mist down the aisle, between the two rows of questioning
faces, and so out. As she passes through the church-door she staggers
slightly, and catches at the wall for support. Gerard, watching
her anxiously, sees her unsteady gait, and the involuntary gesture
of reaching out for some stay for her tottering figure. Instantly,
without giving thought to the light in which his beloved may regard his
proceeding, he, rising, quickly follows the young girl. She has just
managed to reach a flat tombstone, and there sits, with her face turned
thirstily westwards, whence a small soft wind blows fitfully.
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