"_How_ fond you are of that fellow!" says Robert, sighing again, and
thinking, ruefully, what a long time it would be before any one would
say to her, "_How_ fond you are of Bob Brandon!"
"He is the one thing upon earth that I could not do without!" she
answers shortly, turning away her head.
There are some people that we love so intensely that we can hardly
speak even of our own love for them without tears.
"I should be afraid to say that of any one," says Bob, bluntly, "for
fear of being shown that I _must_ do without them."
"What have I in all the world but him?" she cries, a passionate
earnestness chasing the slow languor from her voice, all her soft face
afire with eager tenderness; "neither kith nor kin; neither friends
nor money. I am as destitute, in fact, though not in seeming, as that
girl that passed just now, shuffling her bare feet along in the dust,
and with three boxes of matches--her whole stock-in-trade--in her dirty
hand. But for Jack," she continues, in a lighter strain, "you might at
the present moment be carrying half a pound of tea or four penn'orth of
snuff as a present to me in the Naullan almshouses."
Robert looks attentive, and says "Hem," which is a sort of "Selah" or
"Higgaion," and does not express much beyond inarticulate interest.
"I often think that he is too good for this world," says the young
girl, mournfully, picking an orchis leaf, and looking down absently on
the capricious black splashes that freak its green surface.
Bob is a little embarrassed between his love of truth and his desire to
coincide in opinion with his beloved.
Jack is not in the least like the little morbid boys and girls in his
sister Bessy's books, who retire into corners in play-hours to read
about hell-fire, to whom marbles and toffee and bull's-eyes are as
dung, and who are inextricably entangled in his mind with the idea of
"too good for this world." He evades the discussion of the alarming
nature of young Craven's goodness by a judicious silence.
"I am such an expense to him," continues Esther, lugubriously, the
corners of her mouth drooping like a child's about to cry--"what with
clothes, and food, and altogether. Even though one does not eat very
much every day, it comes to a great deal at the end of the year, does
it not?"
"If you come to me, you would be no expense at all to him," Robert
answers, stroking his great, broad, yellow beard (beard that will have
to disappear before he rejoins his gallant corps in Bermuda), and
looking very sentimental; yet not that either, for sentimental implies
the existence of a little feeling, and the affectation of a great deal
more.
"He would have to provide me with a trousseau and a wedding-cake, even
in that case."
"I would excuse him both."
"Would you?" she says, jestingly; "I wouldn't; it has always seemed to
me that the best part of holy matrimony is the avalanche of new clothes
that attends being wed."
"You shall have any amount of new clothes."
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