"Run him through the body, do you suppose?--spitted him like a lark or
a woodcock?--cut out his heart and made her eat it, as the man did to
his wife in that fine old Norman story? No; I could have done any of
them with pleasure if I had had the chance; with all our veneering and
French polish, I think the tiger is only half dead in any of us; but I
did not; I did none of them: I--prepare for bathos, please--I went out
hunting; it was in winter, and, as misfortunes never come singly, I
staked one of the best horses I ever was outside of: that diverted the
current of my grief a little, I think."
He speaks in a jeering, bantering tone, scourging himself with the rod
of his own ridicule, as men are apt to do when they are conscious of
having made signal asses of themselves in order to be beforehand with
the world.
"And she told you she was fond of you?" ejaculates Essie, raising her
sweet face, sympathetic, indignant, glowing, towards him.
"Scores of times--swore it. I suppose it is no harder to tell a lie a
hundred times than once; _ce n'est que le premier pas qui coûte_. Tell
me," he says, vehemently, leaning over her, and taking hold of her
hand, as if hardly conscious of what he was doing--"you are a woman,
you must know--tell me, is there no difference between truth and lies?
have they both _exactly_ the same face? How is a man to tell them
apart?"
They are both speaking in a low key, almost under their breath, for
fear of drawing down upon themselves the apparition of Sir Thomas in
_déshabille_ and a blunderbuss. Their faces are close together; she can
see the lines that climate and grief and passion have drawn about his
eyes and mouth--can see the wild, honest anxiety looking through his
soul's clear windows.
"I--I--don't know," she answers, stammering, and shivering a little,
half with fear at his vehemence, half with the strong contagion of his
passion.
"Do you ever tell untruths?" he asks, hurriedly, scanning her face with
anxious eyes, that try to look through the mask of fair, white flesh,
and see the heart underneath. "Don't be angry with me, but I sometimes
fancy that you might."
"_I!_ what do you mean?" snatching away her hand, and the angry blood
rushing headlong to her cheeks.
"Is thy servant a dog that he should do this thing?" Hazael was only
the first of a long string who have asked that virtuously irate
question.
His countenance clears a little. "You must forgive me," he says,
repentantly. "I suppose it is my own unlucky experience that has made
me so suspicious; because my own day has been cloudy, I have wisely
concluded upon the non-existence of the sun. But, come" (smiling a
little), "one good turn deserves another: have you nothing to tell me
in return for the long list of successes I have been confiding to you?"
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