Conscience-wounds are different from physical wounds. In treating
physical wounds, you attack the effect. In treating conscience-wounds,
you attack the cause. Once the cause is eliminated, the wound
automatically closes. This is rarely possible, but quite often the
cause can be weakened, in which case the wound, while it will never
completely close, will at least be less painful. In Nathaniel Drake's
case, the cause was Saint Annabelle Leigh. If he could prove to himself
that his suspicions were correct and that she had been something less
than her sainthood would seem to indicate, a quantity of his pain might
go away, and if he could discredit her sainthood altogether, his wound
might close completely.
He proceeded directly to the local headquarters of the Army of
the Church of the Emancipation. There, he inquired whether a
Saint Annabelle Leigh were assigned to any of the local chapels. A
white-faced clerk replied in the affirmative, and referred him to the
Saint Julia Ward Howe chapel on Redemption Street.
In common with all Church of the Emancipation chapels, the Saint Julia
Ward Howe chapel was an unpretentious wooden building, long and narrow,
with crossed Confederate and Union flags hanging above its entrance.
Entering, Drake walked down a narrow aisle between two rows of backless
benches and paused in front of a small pulpit upon which a crude
lectern stood. Beyond the lectern there was a curtained doorway, and
above this doorway two more crossed-flags hung. Presently the curtains
parted, and a tall, pale man with a seamed and narrow face and gray and
quiet eyes stepped onto the pulpit. "I am Saint Andrew," he began, then
stopped in staring consternation.
"I'm Nathaniel Drake, the captain of the _Fly by Night_," Drake said.
"I've come about Saint Annabelle Leigh."
Comprehension supplanted the consternation on Saint Andrew's lined
face--comprehension and relief. "I am so glad you came, Mr. Drake. I am
but just returned from the port, where I was informed that you had just
left. I--I refrained from asking them about Saint Annabelle. Tell me,
is she all right? Did you put her down on Iago Iago? I have been half
out of my mind ever since I heard what happened to you and your ship."
"I had bad news for you," Drake said. "Saint Annabelle Leigh is dead."
* * * * *
The whispering of the worms crept into the room. Saint Andrew's
immaculate blue-gray uniform seemed suddenly several sizes too large
for him. "Dead? Please tell me that's not true, Mr. Drake."
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