MASHA (trying to project the very essence of her vitality into him).
Oh, you can, you can.
FEDYA (slowly). When I look at you, I feel as though I could do
anything.
MASHA (proudly, fondly). My love, my love. You can do anything, get
anywhere you want to. (FEDYA moves away impatiently up R. She sees
letter.) So you have been writing to them--to tell them you'll kill
yourself. You just told them you'd kill yourself, is that it? But you
didn't say anything about a revolver. Oh, Fedya, let me think, there
must be some way. Fedya--listen to me. Do you remember the day we all
went to the picnic to the White Lakes with Mama and Afremov and the
young Cossack officer? And you buried the bottles of wine in the sand
to keep them cool while we went in bathing? Do you remember how you
took my hands and drew me out beyond the waves till the water was
quite silent and flashing almost up to our throats, and then suddenly
it seemed as if there were nothing under our feet? We tried to get
back. We couldn't and you shouted out, "Afremov," and if he hadn't
been almost beside us and pulled us in--and how cross he was with you
for forgetting that you couldn't swim, and after, how wonderful it was
to stretch out safely on the sands in the sunlight. Oh, how nice every
one was to us that day and you kept on being so sorry for forgetting
you couldn't swim! And, Fedya, don't you see? Of course, she must know
you can't swim. Oh, it's all getting as clear as daylight. You will
send her this beautiful letter. Your clothes will be found on the
river bank--but instead of being in the river you will be far away
with me--Fedya, don't you see, don't you see? You will be dead to her,
but alive for me. (Embraces FEDYA.)
[The lights down and out.
CURTAIN
SCENE VI
The PROTOSOVS' drawing-room.
KARENIN and LISA.
KARENIN (sitting chair R.). He's promised me
definitely, and I'm sure he'll keep to it.
LISA (sitting chair R. C.). I'm rather ashamed to confess it, Victor,
but since I found out about this--this gypsy, I feel completely free
of him. Of course, I am not in the least jealous, but knowing this
makes me see that I owe him nothing more. Am I clear to you, I wonder?
KARENIN (coming closer to her). Yes, dear, I think I'll always
understand you.
LISA (smiling). Don't interrupt me, but let me speak as I think. The
thing that tortured me most was I seemed to love both of you at once,
and that made me seem so indecent to myself.
KARENIN (incredulously amused). You indecent?
LISA (continuing). But since I've found out that there's another
woman, that he doesn't need me any more, I feel free, quite free of
him. And now I can say truthfully, I love you. Because everything is
clear in my soul. My only worry is the divorce, and all the waiting to
be gone through before we can---- Ah, that's torturing.
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