If a man says: “I fell! But the unseen goodness helped me, when I struggled for life, and so I was saved”--then this man will go on in life unimprisoned, the channels of his heart open, and passion still flowing through him. But if the brush with death only gave the brilliant sensational thrill of fear, followed immediately, by the _gamin_ exultance: “Yah! I got myself out all right!”--then the ego continues intact, having enjoyed the sensation, and remaining vulgarly triumphant in the power of the Will. And it will continue inert and complacent till the next thrill. So it is with war. Whoever goes to war in his own might alone, will even if he come out victorious, come out barren: a barren triumpher, whose strength is in inertia. A man must do his own utmost: but even then, the final stroke will be delivered, or the final strength will be given from the unseen, and the man must feel it. If he doesn’t feel it, he will be an inert victor, or equally inert vanquished, complacent and sterile in either case. There must be a certain faith. And that means, an ultimate reliance on that which is beyond our will, and not contained in our ego. We have gone to war. For a hundred years we have been piling up safety upon safety, we have grown enormously within the shell of our civilization, we have rounded off our own ego and grown almost complacent about our own triumphs of will. Till we come to a point where sex seems exhausted, and passion falls flat. When even criticism and analysis now only fatigue the mind and weary the soul. Then we gradually, gradually formulate the desire: Oh, give us the brush with death, and let us see if we can win out all right! We go into a war like this in order to get once more the final reduction under the touch of death. That the death is so inhuman, cold, mechanical, sordid, the giving of the body to the grip of cold, stagnant mud and stagnant water, whilst one awaits for some falling death, the knowledge of the gas clouds that may lacerate and reduce the lungs to a heaving mass, this, this sort of self-inflicted Sadism, brings almost a final satisfaction to our civilized and still passionate men. Almost! And when it is over, and we have won out, shall we be released into a new lease of life? Or shall we only extend our dreary lease of egoism and complacency? Shall we know the barren triumph of the will?--or the equally barren triumph inertia, helplessness, barren irresponsibility.