Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
Louise ran up the steep hill, her satchel padding at her back, the soft
wind disordering her hair and whipping a colour into her white cheeks.
She gained the deserted cloakroom, flung off her hat, and fled upstairs.
But she was later than she guessed. Racing, against all rules, through
the upper hall and down the long corridor, the drone of voices as she
passed the glass-panelled doors warned her that no hurrying could avail
her. She was definitely late. Her speed slackened.
The passage ended at right-angles to a small landing, into which her
class-room opened. She paused, sheltering in the curve of the hall,
listening. The class was still. The single voice of a mistress rang
muffled through the walls. She could not distinguish the accents.
It was Miss Durand's class; but when everything was so upset ... one
never knew ... it might be Miss Hartill herself.... That would be just
Louise's luck.... She hated you to be late.... But there was no point in
hesitating....
Yet she hesitated, shifting her weight uneasily from foot to foot, till
a far-off step in the corridor without, ended her uncertainty. Some one
was coming.... That again might be Miss Hartill.... Louise must be in
her place.... Yet surely it was Miss Hartill's voice in the form-room?
She crept to the door and peered through the glass.
Miss Durand was standing at the blackboard.
Louise entered, brazen with relief, and began her apologies. But Alwynne
was no Rhadamanthus, and her official reprobation was marred by a
twinkle. She would have been late herself that morning, but for
Elsbeth--poor dear Elsbeth, who conceded, without remotely
comprehending, the joys of that extra twenty minutes. And when had
Louise been late before? Little, good, frightened Louise! She entered
the name in the defaulters' book, but her manner sent the child to her
desk quieted.
Alwynne, at sentry-go between blackboard and rostrum, dictating,
supervising, expounding, yet found time to watch her. Louise was always
a little on her motherly young mind. The child's shrinking manner
worried her--and her pain-haunted eyes. Pain was Alwynne's devil. She
was selfish, as youth must be, but at least, unconsciously. Hint
trouble, and all of her was eager to serve and save. She was the
instinctive Samaritan. But her perception was blurred by her profound
belief in Clare. Louise, she knew, was in good hands, in wise hands;
where she had known ten children, Clare had trained a hundred; if
Clare's ways were not hers--so much the worse for hers.
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