Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
Yet this disciplining of Louise was a long business; she wished it need
not make the child so wretched. Surely Clare forgot how young she
was.... There would be new trouble over the affair of the papers.... If
Clare would but be commonplace for once, laugh, and say it didn't
matter, and perhaps ask Louise to tea.... The child would be radiant for
another six months--and work better too.... But, of course, it was
absurd for her to dictate to Clare.... Louise had had such a pretty
colour when she came in; it was all gone now.... She looked dreadfully
thin.... Alwynne wondered if it would do any good to speak to Clare
again.... Dear Clare--she was so proud of her girls, so eager to see
them successful.... Louise was a bitter disappointment to her.... Yet,
if she could have been gentler--but, of course, Clare knew best....
Alwynne only hoped the rehearsal would be a success. If Louise did well,
it might adjust the tension....
She watched the child, sitting apparently attentive, noted the moving
lips, the little red volume half hidden in her lap. Shakespeare had no
business in a physiology lesson, but Alwynne let her alone.
The hour was over all too quickly for Louise. Earlier in the year, when
she had been at her most brilliant, and Miss Hartill's classes the
absorbing joy of her day, she had yet welcomed the hours with Miss
Durand. They alone had not seemed, in comparison, a waste of priceless
time. They were jolly hours, quick-stepping, cheerful, laughter-flecked;
void of excitements, yet never savourless; above all restful.
Unconsciously she had counted on them for their recuperative value. Even
now, exhausted, overwrought, beyond all influence, the kindly atmosphere
could at least soothe her. Wistfully her eyes followed Alwynne, as the
young mistress left the room.
Clamour arose; slamming of desk-lids, thud of satchels and rattle of
pencil-cases mingling with the babble of tongues. The next lesson was
French Grammar. The little Frenchwoman was invariably late. She dreaded
the lesson as much as her audience enjoyed it. They welcomed it as a
pleasant interlude--the hour for conversation. Agatha did not even
trouble to keep an eye on the door, as she turned to Louise, immobile
beside her.
"I say, were you late?"
"Didn't you see?"
"Why were you late? Weren't you called? Didn't you wake up?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Oh, the housemaid died in the night. Smallpox." Louise stooped over her
book, her shoulders hunched against questions.
"No, but tell me. Did you get in a row?"
"You heard what Daffy said. I want to learn, Agatha."
"Oh, not that. Did you get in a row about the rehearsal?"
"What rehearsal?"
"The rehearsal yesterday."
Louise sat up, her eyes widening.
"There was no rehearsal yesterday?" she said anxiously.
"Wasn't there just!"
"But I never heard; nobody told me."
"Why, Daffy came in herself, yesterday morning. Every one was there. I
suppose you were moonstruck as usual. Do you mean to say you didn't
hear? I don't envy you."
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