Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"You and Elsbeth?"
"Yes. That's partly why I came. I wanted to get to know her. You see,
your description and her letters didn't tally. So I came. We got on
jolly well. I burst in on her again at breakfast this morning. She
didn't fuss--took it like a lamb. I fancy you underrate our cousin--in
more ways than one. She knows it too; she's no fool! I found that out
when we talked about you."
"Elsbeth discussed me?--with you?" Alwynne's tone foreboded a bad
half-hour to Elsbeth.
"Why not? You're not sacred, are you?" Roger chuckled.
Alwynne felt inclined to box his ears. Here was a new Roger. Roger--her
own property--to take such an attitude--to ally himself with Elsbeth--to
leave her in the dark! Roger! It was unthinkable.... And she had been so
awfully glad to see him ... absurdly glad to see him ... he had made her
forget even Clare.... Clare.... She began to occupy her mind once more
with the scene of the previous day, recalling what she had said;
contrasting it with what she had intended to say; stabbed afresh by
Clare's manner; writhing at her own helplessness; when Roger's slow
voice brought her thoughts back to the present.
"You've been away from Elsbeth a fortnight," he said accusingly, as they
entered the Town Gardens.
She flared anew at his tone.
"Certainly. I've been staying with friends. Have you any objection?"
"A friend," he corrected.
She flushed.
"Clare Hartill is my best friend----"
"Your worst, you mean."
She turned on him.
"How dare you say that? How dare you speak of my friends like that? How
dare you speak to me at all?"
He continued, quite unmoved--
"Don't be silly, Alwynne. Your best friend is your Aunt Elsbeth--you
ought to know that. You don't treat her well, I think. You've been away
a fortnight with that--friend of yours; you stayed on without consulting
her----"
"I telephoned," cried Alwynne, in spite of herself.
"Since then you've sent her one post card. She isn't even sure that
you're coming back to-day; she's just had to sit tight and wait until
it's your--no, I'll give you your due--until it's your friend's pleasure
to send you back to her, fagged out, miserable--just like my dog after a
thrashing. And Elsbeth's to comfort you, and cosset you, and put you to
rights--and then you'll go back to that woman again, to have the
strength and the spirit drained out of you afresh--and you walk along
talking of your best friend. I call it hard luck on Elsbeth."
Alwynne's careful dignity was forgotten in her anger. She turned on him
like a furious schoolgirl.
"Will you stop, please? How dare you speak of Clare? If Elsbeth chooses
to complain----What affair is it of yours anyhow? I'll never speak to
you again--never--or Elsbeth either." Her voice broke--she was on the
verge of tears.
Roger took her by the arm, and drew her to a seat.
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