Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"It really was funny, you know. Miss Hartill was talking to Daffy and
the row going on next door--you couldn't help hearing--and suddenly
Daffy said--Daffy had been fidgeting for some time--'Listen!' and
Clarissa said, 'Oho-o!' You know her way, with about ten o's at the end;
and Daffy said, 'There! Now do you believe me?' kind of crowing. And
Miss Hartill, she just smiled, like a cat with cream, and said, 'All
right, Alwynne! All right, my dear!' and went into the next room. Say,
it was exciting! She didn't raise her voice, but she just let herself
go, and in about two minutes Agatha came out like a ripe
cheese--literally crawling. I wish she hadn't shut the door. I couldn't
hear any more. I could see, of course, and you bet I watched out of the
tail of my eye. Daffy never noticed me."
"What happened then?"
"Oh! They stood and talked, and Mademoiselle was scarlet and seemed to
be pitching into Miss Hartill, as far as I could see, and Miss Hartill
was letting her talk herself out, and sometimes she smiled and said
something; that always started Mademoiselle off again. And at last
Mademoiselle went and sat in one of the window-seats, and I couldn't see
her face, but I imagined she was howling. French people always do.
Clarissa went and patted her shoulder."
"She is a dear!" Loyally Louise bit back her instant jealousy.
"Oh, she was enjoying herself," said Cynthia coolly. "You should have
seen her face. Sort of smiling at her own thoughts. Have you ever seen a
spider smile?"
Louise disdained an answer.
"Nor have I! Have a candy? But I bet I know what it looks like."
"Well, what happened?" demanded Louise impatiently.
"Oh, it was annoying! Daffy came and sat down in my place, to correct. I
couldn't see any more. Only when Miss Hartill came out (she didn't
notice me, I was putting away the group), she said to Daffy, 'She's
coming to tea on Friday.' And Daffy said, 'Clare, you're a wonder!' And
Miss Hartill said, 'I didn't do it for her, Alwynne!' And Daffy got
pink. Clarissa did look pleased with herself."
"Well, so she ought! Wouldn't you be--if you could make people happy?"
Cynthia threw up her hands. "Happy! Oh, Momma! Are you happy?"
Louise winced.
"Is Daffy? Mademoiselle? Any of you fools? Oh, it's no use talking! You
won't believe me when I tell you that she's a cat. Yes, a pussy-cat,
Louise! A silky, purring pussy-cat, pawing you, pat--pat--so softly,
like kisses. But if you wriggle--my! Look out for claws! Have a candy?"
Louise gathered herself together. She came close to the bed, and leaning
over the older girl, spoke--
"I don't understand what you're driving at--but you're wrong. It's you
that's a fool. You misjudge her, utterly. You don't understand
her--you're not fit to."
"Are you?" Cynthia laughed at her openly.
"Of course not. No one--Daffy does, of course. But us?--girls? Just
because she's been heavenly to you, you take advantage, to watch her, to
judge, to twist all she says and does. Why do you hate her so?"
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