Lesbians -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Women teachers -- Fiction
"I don't." Cynthia pulled herself upright. "My dear, you're wrong there.
I like her immensely. She's a real treat. But I don't worship her like
you do."
"I don't! I--I just love her." Louise glowed.
Cynthia laughed jollily.
"Oh, well! You'll get over that. Wait till you get a best boy."
"If you think I'd look at any silly man, after knowing her----"
"My dear girl! Has it never occurred to you that you'll marry some day?"
Louise shook her head.
"I've thought it all out. I never could love anybody as much as I do
Miss Hartill. I know I couldn't."
"But it's not the same! Falling in love with a man----"
"Love's love," said Louise with finality. "Where's the difference?"
Cynthia sat up.
"Where's the difference? Where's the----?" She giggled. But something in
the quality of her laughter disturbed. Louise frowned.
"I didn't say anything funny. You'll love your husband, I suppose, that
you're always talking about having--and I'll stick to Miss Hartill. It's
perfectly simple."
But Cynthia was still laughing. Louise grew irritable under her amused
glances, and would have turned away, but Cynthia flung her arm about
her.
"Stop! Don't you really know?"
"What?"
"The difference."
Cynthia's eyes shone oddly. Louise moved uneasily, disconcerted by their
expression.
Cynthia continued.
"Hasn't any one told you? Why, with the books you've read----Haven't
you read the Bible ever?"
"Of course!" Louise was indignant. "I've been right through--four
times."
"And you've never noticed? Good Lord! That's all I read it for."
"I haven't an idea what you're driving at," said Louise. Cynthia was
making her thoroughly uncomfortable.
Cynthia was flushed, laughing, pure devilry in her eyes. Her lips were
pouted, her little teeth gleamed. She looked a child licking its lips
over forbidden dainties. She had pulled Louise into her lap and her
voice had dropped to a whisper.
"Shall I tell you? Would you like to know? You ought to--you're
fourteen--it's absurd--not knowing about things--shall I tell you?"
Louise fidgeted. Cynthia's manner had aroused her curiosity, but none
the less she was repelled. Why, she could not have said. She hesitated,
aroused, yet half frightened.
"I'll tell you," said Cynthia lusciously.
With a sudden effort Louise freed herself from the encircling arm. She
edged away from the elder girl, stammering a little.
"I don't think I want to know anything. It's awfully sweet of you. I'd
rather--I always ask Daffy things. Do you mind?"
Cynthia, good-tempered as ever, laughed aloud.
"Lord, no! But what a little saint! Aren't you ever curious, Louise? All
right! I won't tease. Have a candy?"
And Louise, eating chocolates, was not long in forgetting the
conversation and all the curious discomfort it had aroused. If a leaf
had fallen on the white garment of her innocence--a leaf from the tree
of the knowledge of good and evil--she had brushed it aside, all
unconscious, before it could leave a stain.
CHAPTER XVI
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