Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"All."
"_Herr_ ... I can't." The words rattled in her throat like a
death-agony.
"You mean you refuse?" He too had risen, and stood looking at her with
dilated eyes.
She folded her hands on her breast. "I have always been obedient,
_Herr_, to your every wish. I have never been unwilling or grumbled.
I'll go on doing all you order me to do. If you say, 'Go out and be
stoned to death,' I'll go. But just this one thing, I beseech you from
the bottom of my heart, don't ask me?"
He regarded her in wrathful amazement. So accustomed had he become to
her unconditional obedience, that this explosion in her of a spark of
resistance was incomprehensible to him. Was his power over her, that he
had imagined unlimited, thus suddenly to end? Surely this woman had of
her own accord made herself his body-slave? She had sold herself body
and soul to his house, and therefore it was unpardonable presumption in
her to assert unexpectedly that she had a will of her own.
The blood mounted hotly to his head, and his eyes flashed. "You
shall!--I say you _shall_!"
She retreated and shrank against the wall. From the dark background her
eyes shone out at him like a persecuted wild-cat's. "I won't," she
muttered.
All the inherited brutality of the feudal master awoke in him. The
wine, too, was doing its work. He sprang on her, and caught her by the
breast.
The buttons of her jacket burst beneath his violent attack, and her
bare bosom gleamed forth. He transfixed her with the intensity of his
gaze.
"Shall I throttle her, or shall I kiss her?" he asked himself, and
fumbled for her throat.
Then in her deadly terror she made a counter-attack. Her hands were
fastened in his shoulders like iron rivets. It needed a gathering up of
all his strength to withstand their muscular pressure.
A noiseless struggle began. It lasted a minute, and yet seemed to be no
nearer its end. Embittered and desperate at first as a wrestle for life
and death, it became eventually a sort of game. The combatants
apparently had lost sight of what it was they were struggling for. His
eyes, bloodshot and wild, sought hers. Her bosom, wet with
perspiration, pressed hard against his. Their breathing mingled.
Tightly locked in each other's arms they staggered and swayed to and
fro. He pressed her in the back of her knee, but she did not yield, and
with renewed vigour tried to draw him down to her. For one second in
their delirious grappling they gazed dreamily into each other's eyes.
Then she vibrated from head to foot, and in the midst of the conflict
laid her cheek caressingly on the arm that was raised against her. He
saw the action, he saw how her eyes hung on his face with melting
solicitude--saw the beautiful dishevelled head droop like a broken
flower.
"If you are cursed, why should it be for nothing?" And as the thought
flashed through him, he bent over her with a sigh, and kissed her on
the mouth.
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