Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
She groaned aloud, clung heavily to him, and buried her teeth, till
they met, in his lips. Then, overcome, with suddenly collapsed limbs,
she slipped from his arms on to the floor, and lay with the back of her
head flat on the bare boards.
He stared down at her half-stunned. She would have looked as if she
were dead, had it not been for the heaving bosom, that seemed to fight
for air. Blood trickled from his lip, and unconsciously he wiped it
away with his tongue.
"What next?" he asked himself.
The longer he gazed at the prostrate form the intenser became his
anxiety, till it almost amounted to insanity; anxiety for what must
come.
"Away! out of the house! Away before she moves!" an inward voice
commanded. He tore down his coat from the wall, crushed a fur cap over
his brow, and flew out into the bitter cold night, as if chased by the
devil.
But he could not escape--could not run away from _her_; wherever he
went she was beside him. A tornado raged in his breast, and lashed the
blood to froth in his veins.
He was fleeing from his young manhood's senses, and they were in hot
pursuit.
He dashed through the woods at full speed. The frosty air did not cool
him, nor the darkness restore his serenity.
Was there no salvation? None?
He thought of the parsonage. A jeering laugh rose to his lips. Helene
had shrunk from him when he had approached her with clean hands and a
pure heart. What would she do to-day if he came into her presence
bearing a curse and an insupportable burden of guilt upon him?
And yet that one spot of earth was sacred to memories of all that had
been purest, most peaceful and happy in his blighted life. Ought such a
refuge of light to be denied to him, even if a thousand curses had
descended upon his head from the outer darkness?
Almost against his will his footsteps took the road to the village. It
was reposing peacefully. Only from the windows of the Black Eagle a
ruddy glow was cast on the white expanse of snow. The clock in the
church tower struck one. He must have been tramping about for five
hours, and it seemed like five minutes. Faint moonbeams shone on the
sleigh-ruts, which looked like long white ribbons unrolled on the
ground, and the mass of icicles hanging from the church roof spread a
delicate silver filigree on the dark, time-stained walls.
He passed the church and came to the parsonage garden. There was a
light in one of the gable windows. His heart seemed to bound into his
throat. He swung himself over the hedge, and strode through the deep
snow to the summer-house, which stood at a distance of twenty paces
from the gable. In its shadow he took up his position.
A white curtain was drawn across the illuminated casement. On the
surface of the chintz a delicate tracery of leaves and stalks was
reflected from flower-pots inside. There was her virgin paradise; there
she ruled as modestly and sweetly as the Madonna in her rose-garden.
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