Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
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Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
Now the wall of woods rose higher and darker before him; ... he was
only a hundred steps from his goal, when his eye was arrested by
something in the shape of a hillock extending a distance of about fifty
or sixty feet in the direction of the wood. Coming nearer, he saw it
was too regular in form for a hillock, and its corners too sharply
defined. A few feet off there was a second mound of the same
description, and to the left again, a third. They must be gravel heaps,
he thought, that had been dug up in the autumn and left to be removed
till after the thaw set in. Why should the peasants not get gravel from
his property when there was no one to prevent them?
But what did those crosses mean, that stood out so solemnly and eerily
in the night, at the foot of each mound? At first he had not noticed
them against the dark background of the woods. They were three in
number. Roughly hewn out of fir trunks, they were so firmly planted in
the earth, that they did not move a hair's-breadth when he shook them.
They bore no inscription, and if they had, he would not have been able
to read it. Inscrutable as memorials of forgotten misfortune, they
stood ranged there in the dim moonlight like rugged sentinels.
And then the mystery was solved. He saw what they were. With a loud cry
he dropped his face in his hands. He had stumbled on the graves of the
men who had fallen on that accursed night in the year '7. Here lay the
bones of his father's victims. What evil chance had led him here
to-night? Or was it chance? Had not a thousand invisible arms beckoned
him cajolingly and irresistibly along this maniacal route, and let him
fight his way through snow and ice, till he was ready to faint from
exhaustion? It seemed as though fate had kept in reserve the most
excruciating lash of her scourge till this hour of his bitterest
humiliation; so that he should no longer be in doubt as to there being
any salvation in store for him, and to demonstrate once for all that he
was doomed to sink for ever under the weight of shame and despair.
"But it is well that I came," he said, conversing with himself; "where
better can I convince myself that the old pastor's curse was not
unjust--and that what was not a sin, has become one?"
His eyes wandered over the row of flattened graves, and now there
seemed no end to them.... How many were buried there? If they had been
closely packed, a hundred or more might rest in each grave--or perhaps
even double that number. And they had all been brave soldiers who had
left their homes gaily, in light-hearted devotion to fight for King and
Fatherland.... Through foulest treachery they had been butchered here
in cold blood, under cover of night.
He clung to one of the crosses, and held his face so tightly against
the rough wood that splints dug into his flesh.
"Arraign him before the whole world!" something cried within him--"him
and _her_--and then go with her to perdition."
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