Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
She went into the far corner of the apartment, where her bed stood, and
with a quick movement loosened the floating wealth of tresses till they
hung below her hips. In the middle of her combing, aware that his eyes
were fixed on her in admiration, she suddenly spread out her arms, as
if overcome with shame and joy, and threw herself on her knees by the
bed, burying her face in the pillows.
He waited silently till she got up. When her hair was done she went to
the hearth and busied herself among the pots and kettles, without
looking at him.
"Tell me, Regina, what have you been doing with yourself all this
time?"
She shook her head. "Bockeldorf was the same as ever; besides the
grocer and his wife, I never saw a single soul. During the floods I
didn't go once down to the village. As I told you in my letter, I had
to starve for a time, but I didn't mind. And then, during the last few
weeks, some letters have come, from Wartenstein, and Königsberg
too--and to-day one--from----"
"Ah, never mind! I'll look at them later, when you've brought some
light."
What concern had he with the outer world to-day, when he had burnt the
bridges that connected him with his past, and nothing remained of all
he had suffered and lived through?
Then when the supper table was spread, and the lamp shone at him from
Regina's hand, he crossed over with her to the sitting-room.
"You have not laid a place for yourself," he remarked.
"May I, _Herr_?"
"Of course you may."
"And, _Herr_, what wine?"
He drew a long breath--"None!"
And so once more they sat opposite each other in the soft lamp-light,
as they had so often done on winter evenings, when the snow was driven
against the window panes, and gales shook the roof and rattled in the
beams. Now grey moths flapped gently to and fro, bringing with them
into the room whiffs of the balmy outer air, and the rising moon, which
was full for the first time since Easter, shimmered through the young
foliage.
He pushed his plate away. Not a morsel could he eat. The precaution of
leaving the wine in the cellar had done no good, for the excitement he
had wished to shun was, notwithstanding, creeping over him. He took a
stolen glance at Regina, and trembled. Her eyes rested on him in such a
transport of happiness, that she seemed oblivious of everything in
heaven and earth, except the fact that he was sitting near her. Every
trace of sorrow and distress had vanished from her face as if by magic.
Its curves had taken a new roundness, a new freshness bloomed in her
cheeks. But what struck him as most lovely in her, was the languorous,
yielding tenderness of her whole being, as if she had loosened herself
from the trammels of earth and floated in space.
"Regina," he whispered. His heart seemed throbbing violently in his
throat. A voice of warning rose within him, saying, "Take care. Be on
your guard--this is the last time she will lead you into temptation."
"The last time!" came a melancholy echo.
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