Regina, or the Sins of the FathersSudermann, Hermann
General
Regina, or the Sins of the Fathers
Sudermann, Hermann
Fiction
"Yes; she will die--perish of heart-sickness and unsatisfied longing."
The scar on his under-lip began to burn.
"Take her in your arms and then kill her; that will save her all
further misery," was the next thought that rushed through his brain.
"But it would be literal madness to do such a thing," he added to
himself, shuddering.
And again their eyes met and sank in each other's depths. Their souls
knew of no resistance, even though their bodies still sought
despairingly for weapons of defence.
"Save yourself!" cried that warning voice again. "Think of the curse!
Keep yourself pure and unspotted for the Fatherland!"
He tried to think of words to speak that would break the spell of
blissful enchantment; but none would occur to him. Then he rose and
walked to the open window to bathe his hot brow in the cool night air.
"Speak--act--end this silence," he exhorted himself. He thought of the
letters she had spoken of.
"Give me the letters," he said. His voice sounded harsh.
She fetched a packet of white covers, which she laid by his plate. He
opened the first he came to, and stared vacantly at the unfolded sheet.
Would it not be better to allude now to the unavoidable? Why spare her
allusion to a parting which was inevitable? But he put the idea from
him in horror. "Till midnight she shall be happy. Take her in your
arms, and then----"
"His Hochwohlgeboren the Freiherr Boleslav von Schranden is hereby
informed that his appeal for an inquiry into the causes and events
which eventually led to the destruction by fire of Castle Schranden, on
the 6th of March 1809, is receiving attention, and that a day has been
appointed for----"
With a discordant laugh he tossed the communication to one side, and
fumbled for the next letter. His eye fell on Helene's handwriting. A
feeling almost of aversion shot through him. What did she want now? Why
disturb him at this the eleventh hour?
"My Dearest Boleslav,--I can't let you go to the war again without once
seeing and speaking to you. I beg and implore you to meet me this
evening at nine o'clock, near the churchyard side-gate, where I will
wait for you.--Your Helene."
"Why not before," he murmured, "when there was plenty of time to
spare?" Then suddenly it flashed across him that again in an hour of
danger his guardian angel had put forth her rescuing hand to him, and
that it would be criminal folly on his part to disregard the sign, and
not respond to the summons.
"You must--you must," he said to himself, "or you won't be worth the
cannon-ball that at this moment is being cast for you in France."
Was it not a special dispensation of divine grace that the daughter
should intervene at such a perilous crisis as this to transform the
father's curse into a blessing? He looked at the clock. It wanted only
a few minutes to the hour mentioned. He dragged himself on to his feet.
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